Not a secret anymore •Marco Reus / Lionel Messi•

Chapter 4

Thursday
5:00 pm

I learned everything what I need to know, I washed everything what needs to be clean just so that I won't be bored. Well, right now I am bored. I didn't reply on any messages from Marco, Robin or Marcel. What am I supposed to tell them? I was freaking out yesterday, what could possibly excuse it? 

I heard knock on the door and so I stood up and went to the hall to answer it. I opened the door and put on a smile. "Hi Marcel." I said. "Hi. Put on your jacket, we're going." he said and I raised my eyebrows. "We? Going? Where?" I asked and he stepped in. He handed me the jacket and I sighed. "Where?" I asked now more sternly. "My flat. I drove my car here so you will not get even more tired." he said and I looked down on the floor. Do I feel like going with him? Do I feel like being around him? Around them? "C'mon Ana." he said and I sighed. I put on my jacket and sneakers. Okay. I will be around Marco. I won't listen to a word he'll say. I can't get out of control again. I can't.

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"Hello." I greeted Robin and Marco when I stepped into the living room. "Hey." Marco said. There is one vacant spot. Between Robin and Marco. I walked closer, but didn't sit down. "Robin, could you move aside?" I asked and Marco furrowed his eyebrows. "Move." I said and he moved closer to Marco so I could sit down. I had to do it. If I sit next to him, I don't think I'd be able to handle my heart. Brain. Emotions.

"Do you wanna play?" Robin asked and waved the controller in front of my face. Who has the other one? Oh, Marco. "No, thanks." I said and took my phone out of my pocket. 'How are you doing?' from Lena. I chuckled lightly what they noticed. "Boyfriend?" Marco asked and I shook my head. "Let her be." Robin muttered. I know that Robin knows that something is going on in my head. But he's just too nice to ask me. "Oh, c'mon. It has to be her boyfriend. Ana, why haven't you told us?" he asked with that smirk on his on his face and it dug the biggest hole in my heart.

Can't he see that he is the only one I want? Can't he see that my heart beats for him? Can't he just realize that I love him?! "It is not my boyfriend." I said slowly and got another text. 'Ignore him' from Lena. I nodded and heard Marco's chuckle. "It iiiiis." he said and I felt the tears again. I love you! I love you Marco! I would never love anybody else! "I'm not like you. I can't have anybody, you know?" I asked and left the living room.

"Ana? What was that?" Marcel asked as he stepped into the kitchen. I was currently leaning on the kitchen's counter because I felt like having collapse about a minute ago. "What was what?" I snapped and he threw his hands in the air. "Okay. Listen. I understand that you have had bad time this week. But we are not the ones who you can push away." he said. Bad time? Only this week? I've been having bad time since I fell in love with him.

"Bad time?" I asked and he furrowed his eyebrows. "Seriously bad time?" I imitated and he nodded. "Ana, why did you snap like that? Marco tried to make you happier. Nothing else." Marcel said and I sighed. I love him. "Huh?" Marcel asked and I furrowed my eyebrows. "What have you just said?" he asked and I gulped. Did I say it all loud? No. No no no. "Nothing." I said and walked past him. I took my phone from the table and was about to leave when Marco grabbed my hand. "Annie, are you fine?" he asked and if I hadn't known that he doesn't love me, I would swore that there was a bit of love in his eyes. My heart started beating like crazy.

"I...I...Sorry." I said and went to the bathroom. I splashed the cold water on my face and looked at myself in the mirror. You are mess Ana. Just because you are afraid of telling him what you feel. Just because you are afraid of losing him over something this stupid. I wish I'd be strong so I can tell him. I wish I'd be able to let it out of my chest because I know I'd feel better after it.

I walked out of the bathroom and guys looked at me immediately. "I will go home." I said and Robin stood up. "I'm coming with her so I know she got home safely." he said and Marcel shook his head. "I can drive her." he said. I swear if eyes could burn holes into skin, I'd have holes right now because Robin keeps his eyes on me. "No. I think that fresh air will do her good." Robin said while keeping the eye contact. I walked in the hall and put on my shoes. I hope Robin doesn't know. I hope he doesn't wanna talk about Marco. 

"We will have a talk Ana." Robin mumbled so nobody could hear him while he was putting on his shoes. I gulped and looked between Marco and Marcel. He is so lovely. Marco stepped closer and hugged me. It's a friendly hug so why shall I wrap my arms around him? Marco pulled away confused why he was the only one to hug properly. I opened the door and waved them. "Bye." I said and Robin followed me. We are about to have a talk. And by Robin's gaze, I am sure that it will be a serious talk.

Serious talk between Ana and Robin is coming. What do you expect to happen?
Thanks for your votes and comments. I'm getting less readers. Is this story that bad? :(