Not a secret anymore •Marco Reus / Lionel Messi•

Chapter 61

Tuesday

I was walking down the stairs when I heard somebody running. Turning around, I smiled. "Hi." the little boy said and I knelt down. "Hi." I replied and he licked his lips. "I'm Jackson from America and my parents are downstairs." he informed me and I giggled. "Well, Jackson from America, do you need my company?" I asked and he took my hand in his immediately. His hand is so tiny. Imagining that my baby's hand will be even more tiny at the beggining, I'm scared. I don't wanna hurt her. Or him. "Where are your parents?" I asked when we reached the huge lounge. He looked around and jumped lightly. "There!" he squealed and pointed in their direction. "It was a pleasure to meet you." I said and he grinned. "Bye, madam." he said and ran to his parents. "Good morning, Ms Ana. How did you sleep?" Leo mumbled into my ear after wrapping his arms around me. "Good." I lied. Actually, I'm saying it just so he won't be worried about me. I didn't have that good sleep. I was thinking the whole night. Maybe, I disappointed some people by certain decisions I had made. For example Lena. She's sad that I won't live in Dortmund anymore. Or Marcel and Robin. They're sad that they won't see much of me. They also still want me to be with Marco. And Marco? I disappointed him by leaving . I'd forgive him that he slapped me. That he was rude to me. But there's something more important. And that's my baby. Every mom would choose her child instead of a man she loves. And that's exactly what I'm doing.

Rosario

I admit being weird. Well, I definitely am weird because I'm searching for some pics of Marco on the holiday. And here is...an intersting one. There's..only head of a brunette and Marco smiling at her pointing her finger at her. And that's what you call love Mr Reus? I searched for some more and well, while Marco, Marcel and Robin were in the sea, there were 2 women on the yacht. I didn't waste a minute, thanks to my hormones, and dialed Robin's number. "Ana?" Robin answered. "I hate you!" I exclaimed and took a deep breath not to start crying. "W-what?" he asked and I scoffed. "Don't play dumb! I saw a pic of Marco and a girl on the yacht!" I exclaimed. "A-Ana, wait. That's a reason for you to hate me? Me?!" he asked and I sobbed. "Robin! He keeps saying that he wants me back, yet he's having fun with...other women! And you?! You are still around him! You don't even try to do anything!" I exclaimed and wiped off my tears. "Try to do something?! Ana! What am I to do?" he asked and I clenched my jaw to sound confident. "Nothing. I won't bother any of you anymore. Not you, not Marcel, nor that famous football player." I muttered. "Don't say this." he replied and I shook my head. "You won't get to see me again. Me, nor my baby." I mumbled and hung up while shaking unconditionally.

Robin's POV

I placed the phone on the table and caught some air. "What's up?" Marcel asked and I looked at him, then at Marco. "Ana." I whispered and buried my face into my hands. "Okay, I don't need to be part of this conversation." Marco said and started walking away. But I, being angry, ran after him. "Stop walking!" I yelled and he turned around. "Why?! So that I can hear how much I've hurt her?!" he exclaimed and I clenched my fists. "She's the one who left me! Not the opposite!" he exclaimed. This is too much! I threw myself on Marco making us fall into the water. "What the fuck?!" he exclaimed and I wiped the water off of my face to speak. "She saw the photo of you and the 2 girls that were here! You know how she sounded?! Terrible! As if the biggest hole has just been dug into her heart!" I exclaimed and noticed Marcel standing on the yacht shaking his head at us. "She has her Lionel! He'll make her feel better for sure!" he exclaimed and I splashed the water into his face. "You idiot! She has him, but you know what she said?!" I yelled and he shrugged acting like 'I don't care'. "She said that we won't see her anymore! Not her, nor the baby!" I exclaimed and Marco's face softened. "We won't see her! Because of you! Because of you not being grown up to admit that you do love her!" I exclaimed. "So what if everything happened too quickly?! You love her, she loved you! See? Present and past tense!" I said and took a deep breath to calm down. "But I'm not gonna suffer because of you." I muttered and he raised his eyebrows. "I'll see her and the baby. She's been our friend. A part of our lifes. And if you've already wasted the chance and moment to be around her, I won't." I mumbled and swam away leaving him there all alone angry with himself.

Marco's POV

Marcel jumped into the water. "Your face looks blank." he said and I scoffed softly. "After what he told me..." I mumbled. "Marco, do you really want her back?" Marcel asked and I looked at him. I don't know. I wanted her. Even though she...she slept with Messi, even though she is pregnant. But now, when...when I know she doesn't even want me to see her... I shrugged in response and Marcel sighed. "Look, either you love her, or let her go." he said and started swimming away. "She doesn't even want me to be near her." I called after Marcel and he turned around. "You don't know why?" he asked. "Sometimes, I really think you're stupid." Marcel commented. "She's hurt. And confused. What else would make her call Robin because of you? Only being confused." he said. "To top it all, she wants to protect the baby who is inside of her." he added and swam away. What shall I do? I love her. I want her back. But I don't know how things would go. I can't take care of the baby. It's not even mine after all... Marcel spoke causing me to look up at the yacht. "If you don't want her because of the baby, you're a coward."

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