WHEN WILL IT BE ME?

Prologue

R18

"Ahhh..." 

"Ca-calvin... I-I... p-please... d-don't w-want this" I said crying my heart out as he thrust hard inside me.

"This... is...what you want right?" he said as he thrust deep and fast inside me.

"This is what you fucking want!" as he said that, he thrust hard inside me that make my legs tremble and weak. My body collapses and falls into the bed.

Hindi ko mapigilan ang pagtulo ng luha sa mga mata ko. I just wanted to be loved by him, why can't he do that. Hindi ko rin naman hiniling na gawin niya ito. What I want is for him to see my efforts.

Natigil ang pag-iisip ko ng hawakan niya ang magkabilang balikat ko mula sa likuran at pwersahan akong iniharap sa kanya. 

~Ayoko na. Ayoko ng ganito.~

Marahas niya akong inihiga. He kisses me agressively. His kisses are all about lust, anger, and disappointment. Kahit katiting na pagmamahal ay wala. Kahit ang saya na nararamdaman niya kapag nakikipagtalik siya sa iba ay hindi niya magawang maiparamdam sa akin, ngayong kami naman ang gumagawa nito. 

Bumaba ang halik niya mula sa labi ko patungo sa panga, pababa sa leeg. He sucked my neck and leave marks on it. 

~Masakit na. Masakit ng mahalin ka~

His kisses went down to my collarbone until he reaches my abdomen. He licks every part of it until he finally reached my cock. I attempted to close my legs but he hold my tighs and push them open. He swallowed my cock, licks it, and does everything he can do to enjoy my body.

My tears won't stop falling and I hated myself for being this weak against him. I hated myself for loving someone like him. 

~Sana hindi na lang ako pumayag na magpakasal sayo~

I gasp when he suddenly pushed two fingers inside my hole. I bit my lip to control the pain I'm feeling. He began scissoring his two fingers inside me.

"Stop crying! Terrence! I know you want this! You want this, right!" he harshly push another finger inside me that made me scream from pain. "Oh please, Terrence, I'm just doing this because I'm still considering you as my husband!" 

"C-cal...vin... s-stop p-please...I-it hurts... I-It hurts s-so m-much." I said panting. Kung saan-sann ko na ibinabaling ang ulo ko. 

~Sobrang sakit. Physically and emotionally~

"Tsk. Pakipot ka pa!" he said as he removed his fingers inside my hole. I thought we're done but I yelp when he pulls my legs so I will be closer to him. Our eyes met. My eyes scream pain but his eyes, his eyes only scream lust. 

He inches closer to my ear. "Stop crying, Terrence. I don't wanna fucking hear you cry or else, I will not let you rest all night."  I covered my mouth after he said that. 

~How? Hindi ko mapigilang umiyak~

But, he removed my hands from covering my mouth and put them above my head. After he did that, he slammed his cock deep inside me without hesitation. I tried my best to hold my tears back but it betrayed me. 

"Ahhhh..." paulit-ulit kong ibinabaling ang ulo ko. Telling him na hindi ko ito gusto.

"Shit. I-I'm close!" he said as he thrust faster and harder inside me. I can also feel that I'm also close. He holds my cock and pumped it aggressively.

"Ohhh... Ahhh..." I moaned.

He came inside me and I came in his hands.

~Pagod na ako. Pagod na pagod na ako sa'yo.~

He lay down beside me without even looking by my side. I turn my back to him and get the blanket that had been pushed away. I covered and curled myself up. I cry silently until I fell asleep.