jisung is an average high school student who has a hopeless crush on his fellow classmate minho and he only gets to talk to him during english class
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«Jisung knew it was dumb to get his hopes up everytime he made eye contact with Minho or wh...
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Jisung felt exhausted. Not physically, but mentally. The recent event of Hyunjin catching him and Minho had gotten to him and he still didn't know how exactly to handle it. It had been obvious that Hyunjin wasn't actually homophobic but something about the older's reaction bothered him.
«Jisung.»
Minho's soft voice stopped him mid-thought and he tilted his head upwards to look at the blonde - or rather his silhouette as it was dark in Minho's room and only the faint light from the street lamps outside was illuminating the boys' features. Jisung hummed, waiting for Minho to say something else before dropping his head back on the older's chest. The grip around his waist tightened a little. «Don't worry about it too much, hm?»
Jisung didn't reply, closing his eyes instead. He could just go ahead and assure Minho that he would stop worrying right then and there but that would be a lie because he couldn't. And he most certainly didn't want to lie to Minho now, not about something so small. All those thoughts were even bothering Jisung himself but he couldn't just switch off his brain. Whenever he tried thinking about something else, somehow his mind always lead him back to Hyunjin.
With his eyes now closed, the boy tried focussing on Minho - his body underneath him, his steady heartbeat, the rising of his chest as he breathed and his breath faining against Jisung's hair. He got comfort and felt warm from laying there with the older, especially with his strong arm holding him close. Another attempt of distracting himself brought Jisung to think about how he managed to end up there, in Minho's arms. A month or two ago he had been freaking out over Minho only looking at him, and now he was cuddling with him, feeling more calm than ever. Life really was full of surprises. That sparked a particular thought - or rather question - in Jisung's mind, and he was determined to ask Minho that question. He just had to find a way to formulate it so it didn't sound as weird.
«Minho?» He began, heat rising to his cheeks as he thought about the possible answers he could be getting to his question. The older only hummed in response. «How...I mean, since when have you...liked me?» Jisung instantly tilted his head a little more downwards to have his face as far away from Minho's as possible when he heard a quiet chuckle. In all honesty, it was something Jisung had been wondering about for a while. He himself had liked Minho for quite a long time, he didn't even remember exactly when it started. But he was really curious about how long Minho had had his eyes on him and how long it had taken the boy to act on his feelings.
«I don't know precisely...A month maybe? I mean, I've always thought you were kind of cute.» Minho paused and sighed, Jisung could tell that he was smiling to himself to which he couldn't help but smile as well. Hearing Minho say that made his heart flutter. «But during that school trip, I realized ‹oh, shit›. Especially, when you fell asleep on me that one time.» The blonde laughed amused at the memory, earning a light hit on the shoulder from Jisung. «I was so embarrassed.» The younger admitted, burrying his face in Minho's chest.
There was a short silence before Minho spoke up again. «Since we're asking questions now...» Jisung lifted his head again, looking at Minho who had a sly smirk on his face, curious as to what Minho wanted to know now. «Have you ever fantasized about me?»
Jisung's eyes widened and he immediately rolled off Minho and turned his back towards him, hiding his face behind his hands. «What kind of question is that?» He whisper-shouted, making Minho laugh only. He felt a pair of arms wrap around his body, forcing him to turn back around and face the older. «I'm curious!» Minho said in defense, a big smile still on his face. Jisung dropped his hands and locked eyes with the blonde. After all he was dating Minho, so maybe he shouldn't be too embarrassed to respond to things like that. He sighed before replying. «I- yeah, uh, obviously...» He felt like his face was burning and he quickly averted his eyes again, feeling embarrassed nevertheless.
«You're so cute. Just be my boyfriend already.» Minho exclaimed, gently grabbing Jisung's face and forcing him to look at him again. The younger was startled by that sudden statement, yet it made him realize that, in fact, Minho hadn't been his boyfriend until now. He opened his mouth to say something, but figured that saying ‹yes› or something along the lines of it was too weird and made it sound like he had just gotten proposed to. So instead, he smiled brightly and leaned up to place a kiss on Minho's lips. When he pulled away, he found the older smiling at him as well before he leaned in for another longer lasting kiss.
They shared a few more kisses before Minho grabbed Jisung by his waist and pulled him to lay on top of him, taking the younger by surprise. He put his hands on either sides of Minho's head to prop himself up and not completely collapse on the body beneath him. «No, wait, I'm too heavy.» Jisung said, trying to get off Minho again but was stopped by two arms holding him in place by his waist and Minho shaking his head. They stared at each other in silence for a few seconds before Jisung gave into his resistance and leaned down, connecting their lips once again and using his elbows instead of his hands to prop himself up.
He felt Minho's hands sneak beneath his shirt and starting to caress his back just as he let the older slide his tongue into his mouth, engaging him in a make out session. Jisung didn't mind at all. When he was kissing Minho, his mind was free of thoughts and he was solely focused on the moment, savoring its every second. The mood was still calm, they didn't feel the need to rush anything, and Jisung enjoyed their rather soft and lazy make out.
He didn't know how long they went on like that but at some point he got tired from propping himself up and eventually rolled off Minho, collapsing next to him. «Let's sleep.» He mumbled, shuffling back closer to Minho who instantly wrapped his arms around his body to hold him close.
With a more eased mind now, Jisung managed to quickly fall asleep in Minho's arms, happy about finally being his boyfriend and less worried about what had happened with Hyunjin earlier.
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(beware, long a/n incoming) hiii i'm alive and healthy
i finished watching hotel del luna and now i feel empty then i remembered that one skz del luna video and how they literally made jisung & minho play the main couple and my life hasn't been the same ever since
also, i literally don't know if i'm gonna let this be the last chapter LMAO sorry but do not worry fellas, the new minsung fic is in progress and it will be spicy, i'm telling you (i suPPOSE i'll be posting the first chapter in like,,, february?? lol idk)
