She pushed him behind the door of the pool house, causing it to close with a loud crash. With their lips connected, his hands were gripped upon her waist. He pulled away for a moment and watched as she gave him a wicked smirk.
Pulling him back in, she looked away for just a moment to make sure they were walking toward the bed, but she found that he picked her up and set her against the nearby wall. His kisses were like hot lava pouring onto her skin. But it was an arousing pain. Her skin grew hot as her nails dug into his skin. Her moans and groans made him know he was doing everything right.
"I'll admit, I usually don't kiss like this on the first date..." He said with a giggle.
She was dead serious on the moment, not waiting for even a second to allow him to kiss her. Scar tore off her shirt by ripping it down the middle-causing the buttons to fly in every direction. He held her weightless as she kissed his neck. He angled his head back before slowly lifting her hands above her head.
"My God, you are beautiful." He said as he stopped as he felt her wrists. He set her down on her feet before noticing the scars up and down her arms. "Oh my God...why?" He said with tears forming in his eyes.
"I don't do it anymore..." She said just wanting to feel the electric sensation of his touch and kisses. He stepped back. "I want to see..." He said with a frown. "I want to know how many."
She stood before him and gently removed the clothing the scars she wore. Her stomach, legs, back, thighs, and chest were among the areas they were still visible. He walked up to her and held her hand tight and placed it upon his chest.
"Do you feel this?" He asked as he placed her hand over his heart.
She nodded.
"Each time it beats is how much hope I have for us. How much I want and desire you. How much I want you to know you are worth more than this. You are so extremely beautiful and this is just tragic. My love, please never do this again! I want you to promise me. Not for me, but FOR you...please...promise me..."
Tears poured down their cheeks as they sat in each other's embrace crying. It was the first time she was completely vulnerable. But this time, she thought it may been the best decisions he made to allow herself to be.
