Don't Mess With Me

Chapter 77

So I have figured out how I am going to end this book I AM NOT ENDING IT ANYTIME SOON I STILL HAVE SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT, I easily see this going past 100 chapter so don't worry. 

Happy double posting...sort of...

Enjoy :D

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Barely being able to sleep without Maddie curled up next to him not being able to smell her perfume that sticks to her skin the lotion she puts on her body before she goes to bed. The creams she put on her face every night that she swears makes her keep her youthful glow. 

Grabbing his sweatpants pulling them over his boxers walking straight to Maddie, walking in slipping into her room seeing her curled up on his side spooning his pillow. Getting up closer to her seeing her eyebrows furrowed in her sleep. Carefully moving the pillow away from her grasp putting it back in its usual spot. 

Slipping his body in where the pillow once was, her body immediately soothing into his her right hand coming across his chest to his side pinning it underneath his body. Scooting herself up putting her head on his chest snuggling up to him. Watching her eyebrows relax once completely settled. 

Brushing over her back gently to not wake her up. Smelling the perfume he spent all night thinking of the smell of lotion that covered her entire body. It was only six in the morning so he knew she was still going to sleep for another two to three hours. 

Scooting down wrapping himself around her petite body holding her tight to him massaging her head with his fingers looking down at her pouty lips that were pushed out with her mouth open slightly. "I know you can't hear me right now, but I'm still going to tell you and I'll tell you again when you wake up. I love you so much and I would never ever try to hurt you intentionally, if I ever hurt you when I am in control I would completely understand you trying to kill me. I am so very sorry for scaring and making you say your goodbyes..." blinking hard trying to not cry remembering seeing her completely terrified in the corner shaking looking up at him pointing the gun right at his head.

"All I want you to know is you are my everything and I never ever want to see you that scared every again and I for sure as hell don't want it to be because of me ever again. I will apologize all day and night for what happened because never in a million years would I ever think of hurting or scaring you. I know I am rambling because all I can say is I'm sorry and I just hope you forgive me" brushing her face with the back of his hand jolting her awake from the sudden coldness of his metal hand. "Shit, sorry I didn't mean to wake up" cringing a little looking into her wide eyes. 

Blinking a few times adjusting to see him, "It's okay, the cold caught me off guard" reaching to bringing his metal hand to her face rubbing his thumb over her cheek. "I've never blamed you for what happened the other night"

"You heard?" squinting his eyes at her, "Ya, I woke up when I smelled your shampoo when you laid down...I know you would never hurt me, it was just very scary to see you like that"

"I know and I am very sorry for everything that happened if I could I would go back in time and one not leave you so you weren't in discomfort without me and for me to stay awake all night to not let the nightmare ever happen and put you in the nightmare."

"You can't control any of it and its okay I'm not mad or upset with you, there was nothing we could do about it" laying her hands on his chest, moving his hand down her arm to her side gently putting his hand on her stomach. "How are you feeling?"

"Just some light cramping, nothing more than a period cramp"

"Do you want some medicine" looking down at his hand then back to her eyes, "No, I'm okay"