Mahabang litanya ni Weng. At dahan-dahan kong nilagay ang paad sa likod niya para pakalmahin siya.
"...kung naging totoo lang ako sa madaling panahon hindi mangyayari ang lahat ng to" dagdag pa niya.
"Ssshhh, tama na Weng. Wala kang kasalanan, pakawalan mo na ang sarili mo. Nakita mo namang ayos lang siya diba? Ang importante masaya na kayo..."
Biglang siyang napatigil at kumiwalas sa pagkakayakap at tumingin sa mga mata ko.
"Mardav, alam kong ngayon lang tayo nagkakilala pero pwede bang papabor?!" Aniya.
"Ano iyon?!"
"Mahalin mo sana siya, yung pagmamahal na hindi ko nabigay sa kanya noon. Please utang na loob!" Pagmamakaawa ni Weng.
Unti-unting nadurog ang puso ko hindi dahil sa pagmamakaawa ni Weng kundi dahil sa katotohanan na hindi ko pa sinabi kay Blase. Alam kong ikakadurog ito ng puso niya pero wala akong magagawa at ayokong makitang mangyayari ito sa kanya.
"Hangga't nabubuhay pa ako Weng" sagot ko ng may pagdadalawa.
Ngumiti lang si Weng at binigyan ako ng mahigpit na yakap.
Blase's POV
"Araw-araw ka niyang binibisita sa tulay at araw-araw niyang sinisisi ang pagkawala mo..."
After hearing all what Nyll says I'm feeling jerk to what I've done to Weng and it irritates to know that I can't do anything for it, it's already done.
"I wish, I didn't jump to conclusions and let him do his thing, hays!" I said.
"But ayos lang yan insan, nandito ka lang naman. Anyways, thank you rin sa lahat insan. I mean, hindi ko alam na pakipot pala tayong mga Stanton" aniya sabay tawa.
"No probs, if I know I wish I'm not one" and we both laugh.
"Nga pala insan, sa vampire world. I mean let me ask this ha, yung ama mo yung bampira diba? Nagkita ba kayo dun?!" He's question made me think. My dad's dead but I didn't see his body or remains.
"He's dead, not full filing his mission..."
"Yung misyon niya ba misyon mo rin? So ibig sabihin kung hindi mo yan ma-full fi—"
"Aysshh, I thought you'll wait till Im ready?" I hush him to lower his voice, enough not to be heard by Weng.
"Ahy yeah pala, hehe sorry!"
"I hope you're not going to tell that to Weng, that's why certain things are must be kept to not hurt feelings"
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