God I want to scream and cry until these old lungs break and crack at the seams
I want to fall to my knees so hard they bleed and beat my fists against the floor in anger and sorrow and sheer, unmatched pain
I want these emotions to just stop so I can take a second to breath without care
I want to rip my hair out of my head and smash my skull against my brick walls and just scream and cry and sob until I die
My father never gave me much in life
I got nothing worth value from that man
But daddy was an angry man who couldn't control his feelings
Daddy loved to shout until the walls shook and slam the doors until they break
That's what my father gave me
Anger management issues that therapy can't fix.
