I hate this feeling so deeply with passion
I love you so unconditionally
I wish I never came to this place
You're here with me now
But not the way I need more than anything
I've hurt you and I've wounded you
I've reeked havoc on your soul so selfishly
I am what I always feared the most
I lack the understanding of who I am to be
I love you for today and for the rest of time
Our love lasts eternal
Longer than our lifetime
I want to go home out of it
I'm not angry anymore
I'm not sad and low anymore
But you saw that part of me I hate
You had to deal with that part of me I hate
I'll never not feel that shame
I'll never not be sorry for all I've done
I'm so painfully in love with you
I'm so sorrowfully in love with everything about you
It hurts me to no end
I love you
I hate myself for loving you
It's so selfish of me to love you
Because you loved me once too
I've ruined everything
God I want to go home
