I want to run to you until my legs shatter
I miss you more than these words can comprehend
These markings on paper, these words converted to pixels on a screen
They cannot capture how deeply I miss you
I never knew how much I needed you
Until you kicked me on the ground like I was dirt
I never knew how much I needed you
Until you didn't love me the way I loved you
I miss my dad
Why can't you let me come back
Telling the truth when it doesn't benefit you was not good enough
was I not enough
I wasn't wrong
Yet you made me believe it
How dare you
I hate you
I miss you
I love you
I wish my dad still loved me.
