I used to say I wanted to be myself
I prided myself on the fact that I was me
Now I can't even handle looking in the mirror
I don't want to be myself anymore
I want to be another man
So that my family would look me in the eyes
So they'd see someone they could be proud of
So they could see that I am more than a fag
I'm tired of crying about this
Everyone says "oh well they're not you, they don't know you, they don't matter, you don't see them everyday, they're just bay people!"
They are my blood. They mean more to me than anyone else.
I'll never be good enough for them.
