How To Get A Divorce From A Billionaire ?

Episode 81

When do I see Eliyas as the most beautiful creature on planet earth?

Definitely not all the time, not half of it.. Nor even a tenth of it to be honest.

He's a very handsome man, I'm not going to deny this fact, but when you look at someone for so long you just kind of get used to his sight and it gets more rare to be surprised or taken aback.

Eliyas has always been beautiful in fact, for as long as I remember him, so if I had to be mesmerized by him during all this time then I would look like a creep all my life wouldn't I? Like a fish just opening my mouth and bulging my eyes whenever he's around, thankfully that did not happen.

when I was little, and by little I mean like 5 years old or something, I used to think that the filladi siblings are two of the most beautiful children I met, what particularly stood out so much in Eliyas were his rosy cheeks and tall brown hair, although his hair barely covered his ears and forehead I still thought he looked very girly and I should have had it instead.

I envied his hair so much that on so many occasions I thought of grubbing scissors, sneakily cutting few pieces when he's asleep then glueing them later on my scalp, obviously my level of mischief grew faster than my level of intelligence at that age.

It's inevitable to compare one's physique to others when growing up, when I was around 12 for example I felt devilishly delighted to see his hair turning completely dark and becoming much shorter when he visited us, but I didn't like the fact he became much taller and more so cold and distant, still, whenever he looked at me with those couple of beautiful eyes of his, he had my little about to enter puberty heart beat so fast that I thought to my self: "I pray he doesn't realize I'm crushing on him!"

The 16 years old him was indeed the most beautiful creature I met.

But I changed over time.. I changed a lot.

I became so untempted and so uninterested in life that even a beautiful man like Eliyas looked very plain to my eyes, and nothing about him succeeded to catch my attention for a long time.

Probably one of the first times I couldn't lift my eyes from him was during the first couple months of our marriage.

I remember walking inside the bathroom one morning only to see Eliyas standing in front of the mirror with his bare torso, wet hair and only a towel around his waist, that wasn't the first time I saw his shirtless upper body of course but I still wasn't used to seeing such scene very much, I remember looking at his reflexion on the mirror and not having not even a single thought for a long time while doing that.

I wasn't physically tempted if I should be precise, I wasn't being shy or embarrassed either, I was simply mesmerized without even knowing truly why.

I didn't move.. I didn't talk .. I Just kept looking at him like if I lost my head.

_" Should I lock the door the next time?" He suddenly asked with a shy face.

Finally realizing I was acting weird I cleared my voice and said nervously:

_" No, you don't have to lock it, I guess such things are common between married couples, aren't they? I mean leaving the bathroom door open."

He nodded in agreement..

You see, at that moment I forgot why I initially walked inside the bathroom, and it would have looked awkward if I just walked out after spending an eternity looking at Eliyas, while trying to be someone who actually have a brain I noticed that I was holding my work clothes between my hands, so I decided to act like a cool confident woman and I walked further inside, stood at a corner and immediately started to take off my pajamas to put on the work clothes.