How To Get A Divorce From A Billionaire ?

Episode 72

_" Are you jealous Eliyas?" I asked again with more determination as I noticed his eyes escaping mine.

Yet, he refused to answer.

He swiftly pecked my lips again, then started walking further in the garden leaving me behind.

I usually don't stubbornly insist on receiving an answer once my questions are ignored, but I felt really wronged after being roughly kissed because my husband's heart was stirred over an unknown reason! What if we go further than kissing later this night, will I simply accept to die without knowing why?

_" Eliyas! How dare you just ignore me?" I shouted impatiently.

He stopped walking, then calmly replied my question while giving me his back:

_" If you want the truth, then Yes.. I'm jealous."

As if that was not enough confirmation, he turned to properly face me and repeated firmly:

_" I'm Jealous Noursine.. I am .. Jealous."

Well, women in this situation usually feel pleased and satisfied, some even try to create competition in order to make their men jealous but I wasn't the tiniest bit happy about this situation, actually I felt bad because I thoughtlessly cornered him and made him confess something that he didn't want to admit, and probably wasn't so proud of experiencing.

And being Jealous is honestly really irritating of a feeling, this poor husband of mine was already enough traumatised this morning thanks to my accident, he doesn't need this jealousy thing to be the cherry on top.

I carefully stepped closer to him, then when I finally reached him he took a deep breath and explained while looking at me impatiently:

_"I know I'm being unreasonable, I know that already. It's not that I question him or you, I know that he wants my sister and that you love me, but I'm still unexplainably, irrationally but definitely Jealous! I'm jealous of the way he can so easily reach you Noursine, I can't stop thinking how easy he made you laugh earlier and how easier it is for him to read you__"

_" but there isn't anyone who's more close to me than you are! or who understands me better!" I objected righteously.

Still, He laughed as if mocking himself and to my surprise he continued:

_" No, the fact is .. I stand clueless once you stop telling me everything by your self. Noursine, every time I went out of words when we quarreled, or when you faced me with something, I wasn't acting smarter or ignoring you, Most of the time I was simply and plainly clueless! even when I love you the most.. I can't lie and say i understand you the best, So when a strange man who barely met you a couple of times before can so easily do the job I failed then how do you expect me to feel?"

It isn't only him who can turn clueless and speechless, even I, and precisely at that moment, I didn't know what to say either.

But, am I not this way because he truly matters to me?

It is because I don't want to say the wrong thing in the right moment not to hurt him, and I don't want to say the right thing in the wrong moment too not to hurt him even more, it is because I care for him so much that I work harder to understand him, but I still fail, because people shall remain a mystery no matter how hard we try to unveil it.

I love him the most too .. And I don't fully understand him either.

Remembering how he said that he needed me to talk in every situation, I found it convenient to say:

_" It is the same for me too, exactly the same, I think we need to spend another 20 years together before we fully know one another! as for now, I don't__"