How To Get A Divorce From A Billionaire ?

Episode 93

How does it feel to know that your son won't probably come to life?

Let's just skip this part and more practically ask:

What to do to cope with the fact you know your son won't probably come to life?

1- at all costs, avoid looking at baby products..

Because their sight will unnecessarily break your heart to pieces, and bring tears to your eyes, so if for example you were randomly watching TV and diaper ads suddenly jumped on the screen from nowhere then you have to immediately change the channel or turn the TV off, if you have your husband sitting with you then you can depend on him in catching the remote control in the speed of light and using it to make the ad disappear, because usually when such sad ads show up.. Your pregnancy hormones act quicker than your reflexes and you might need the help of someone else because you'll be busy having your heart aching.

I'm someone who is a TV addict, by TV addict I precisely mean that I don't necessarily like watching certain category of shows like movies, documentaries or even the news channels, I'm just someone who feels like the room is empty and something is missing if the TV screen isn't moving in the background.

Although there are indeed few channels that display no ads, but for an addict like me it's impossibility impossible to just be content watching only them, therefore, accidents like landing on baby food ads while circling the channels is unavoidable, so it's more crucial to only act quickly when seeing them.

It's so happened that in a certain weekend Eliyas left me sitting in front of the TV in high spirits and went to the gym room to do his workouts.

When he came back to the room again though, he found me burying my head in a pillow and crying.

It was only natural that he looked at me with a very confused and worried face then asked:

_" Are you ok? Are you in pain??"

_" You see this man?" I mumbled as I pointed towards the screen.

Eliyas shortly gazed at the twenty something man on the screen before quickly turning to look at me again with a very distressed expression.

I soon explained:

_" when he was a baby, they found him thrown near a garbage can at a public residence complex for the dogs to eat him, It's not about his story but tell me Eliyas.. How can people throw their children with ease? Is it that easy to have children? they don't want them? I would trade my life to have a son."

He quickly turned the TV off and wordlessly hugged me tight to his chest until I calmed.

It was only then that he weirdly commented:

_" people are like this I guess, we don't see the value of what we have and only see the value of what we don't.. That is including us Noursine.. You too for long years insisted on pushing me out of your life though you had me."

_" Are you saying I didn't see your value?" I coldly asked while pulling my self away from his embrace already getting ready to bring out all the files of our past and remind him of all the reasons behind my cruelty.

While gently smiling to me in opposition with my deteriorating mood, he properly fixed his sitting posture on the sofa and added:

_" Nor I truly saw your value back then, until you were gone, we were both blinded."

As he spoke, he swiftly took the remote control then clicked here and there, and before I know it he was already confirming erasing that certain channel from the list.

It was at this point that I forgot all what we previously were discussing and angrily yelled:

_" why did you erase it!!"