How To Get A Divorce From A Billionaire ?

Episode 85

Being pregnant again?

I didn't even want to have hope in that..

In fact, being the owner of my body, I didn't of course miss such detail like me "praying for a long time", which is something very predicted and familiar ever since I lost my child and had many complications afterwards, to be precise, it's not even as long as his wishful mind is picturing, But how can Eliyas with the so little of medical knowledge that he has understand the condition I have without having a proper explanation from my behalf, and how can I possibly explain this sad part to him without making him feel guilty and blame him self all over again?

While watching the excitement in his eyes which he struggled in vain to hide behind his calm and composed expression, I thought it was cruel of me to personally crush the little hope he had, so instead of saying:

"Oh, I'm probably just late because it's a side affect of the medications I'm taking, or for another reason that is not related to pregnancy."

I nervously replied instead:

_" Now that I think about it, maybe I am pregnant!"

He nodded in agreement once he heard my reply, then he immediately walked towards the large window and he stood there and looked at the raining weather outside.

Actually I don't think he was able to see much except for his own reflection on the glass, but then this has always been a habit of his: to stand at the window when he fails to take control over the stir of his emotions.

While watching his back, I didn't say a thing, I tried hard not to think of what will happen later when he knows I'm not pregnant.

A little time later, our door was finally knocked, Eliyas quickly rushed his steps towards it, as he opened it and before even having a proper look at the person standing outside he right away ordered:

_" send someone to bring pregnancy tests, immediately."

He soon closed the door again, then turned to look at me and commented:

_" I don't know why I never thought of having pregnancy tests here in case we needed them, I should have been more considerate."

_" I didn't think I should have ones here either, I used in fact to have a lot of them in my drawer when we first married, I did the test more often than you can imagine until it came out positive one day." I added without much thinking as I sat on the edge of the bed and put on my slippers.

When I lifted my head to look at Eliyas again, I found him staring at me with a very weird expression on his face, a very sad one.

Why is it that when I sincerely try hard not to mess things up I hell do the exact opposite! Is it so freaking hard to let that man have little hope for few minutes that I have to open my big mouth and make him look like I robbed his company?

Being the reasonable person that I am, even knowing that I should quickly talk about the rain or say that he looked exquisitely handsome to change the subject, I just knew that with my luck and peculiar line of thinking I will magically end up linking the rain and his handsomeness with some grave event of the past that I should probably never mention, therefore, I safely decided to remain silent.

But no, Eliyas insisted to choke even the last shreds of endurance I had, and he so emotionally said:

_" I won't miss a thing this time, I promise."

I just slowly nodded.. Then dashed towards the balcony not to give him the chance to say anything else, as I was literally running though, he yelled:

_" what are you doing?"