Chapter 23
(Jenn's POV)
Today is the day Harry has his first concert since his week break. I'm excited. We landed a few hours ago and Harry is telling me to start and get ready. Honestly, I am just going dressed the way I am. High waisted jean shorts, a Harry Styles' shirt and my black converse. I am too lazy to change into something different.
"Nice shirt Jenn," Louis says smirking.
I grin at him and walk down to the lobby of the hotel we are staying at. Harry left a few minutes ago and he said I would meet him at the car. Louis sneaks up behind me and I feel my feet lift up from the ground and placed over someones shoulders.
"Louis William Tomlinson, get off my girlfriend," I hear Harry shout.
Louis' face turns red and he sets me down. He keeps his head down in embarassment.
"Harry, we were just having fun.." I say, staying on Louis' side.
"I don't care. What if you fell?"
"I'm not going to fall. I'm 18, almost 19. I am not a baby. I know how to handle myself," I respond.
"I should've known this would happen."
"What would happen?" I say worried.
"That as soon as I said those three words that meant the world to me, you would show the real side of you. Rude, snobbish and overprotective," he shouts.
"Overprotective? I am overprotective? Harry you are worried that I am going to fall over Louis when he is very strong. How am I the one being overprotective?" I ask.
"Lads, we need to get going to the arena," Paul says.
I brush past Harry and climb in the back of the car with Louis and Niall. Liam and Zayn took the middle seats and Harry sat in the front. I could feel his gaze on me throughout the ride.
My first official fight with Harry and it's the night of a concert. I should've just stayed at the hotel. I was feeling sick earlier. I went for Harry. Part of me wanted to see Jade and Misty again, but I came to the concert for Harry. Who am I suppose to scream and clap for? Niall? Anyone but Harry at this moment right now.
"Don't worry Jenn. Harry is just protective over the girls in his life. He won't let one guy talk to Gemma. He will apologize soon. Trust me," Louis whispers in my ear.
I turn my head and give him a sincere look as tears begin to fall down. He places one arm over my shoulder and nudges me to lean on his chest for comfort. This felt weird. Eleanor wasn't with us because she had some stupid modeling project, so Louis has no worries that Eleanor would get mad at him.
Harry's gaze was on me and I saw his jaw tighten. He was jealous. All I was doing was leaning into Louis' chest for comfort. Take me to jail please.
When we reached the arena, I followed Louis and Niall into the dressing room. I stay outside the dressing room, knowing that they would be changing. I don't want to see that. Maybe Harry shirtless, but no. I am suppose to be mad at him. As I am sitting on this random couch in the middle of the back stage arena, I see Luke, Cal, Ash, and Michael.
I run towards them, screaming their names and jumping into their arms. All of theirs. Including Luke's. I felt this tingling sensation in my body when Luke's arm touch my waist. When he let go, I only wanted more. I decided, just so Luke could touch me again, I began to hug each of them individually.
When I got to Luke, we both hesitated, but finally connected our arms together into a hug. It felt really good to be in his arms. Wait. I'm with Harry. I can't be feeling this way. Harry hardly hugged me since he told me he loved me.
"I have missed you Jenn," he says smiling.
"Me too. We need to hang out soon. Just me and you," I say.
He nods and I hug him again. I really missed him. I haven't seen him in a whole week or so.
"Okay, okay, Jenn..I need to talk to you," Calum says grabbing my shoulder and pushing me with him into a room that looked like their dressing room.
"What's up Cal?" I ask.
"It's about Luke..." he begins.
"I'm with Harry..."
"I don't care, you need to hear me out."
"Fine."
"Listen, back at camp, I lied about Luke using you as a toy. He really likes you Jenn. You remember he told you he loves you. He still does. When we go out to clubs, he rather stay home and do things. He can't stop thinking about you. He even started writing a song about you Jenn. He cares for you. I am not saying that you should leave Harry and go for Luke, I am just saying, think about it."
"I honestly do like him in a way. Me and Harry kinda got in a fight today when we were about to leave over something stupid. I do miss Luke. But I really do love Harry."
"Jenn, like I said again, you don't have to choose, not now at least. Who makes you the most happiest?" he asks.
Without thinking, I say, "Luke."
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During the concert, 5SOS was almost over. Calum must have told Luke things I said privately to him because Luke couldn't keep his eyes off mine and I couldn't keep mine off his. I do like Luke, but it's wrong because I am with Harry. Harry still hasn't apologized, but I plan on leaving right after 5SOS is done. I don't want to be near Harry at all. Fans have seen me and recognized me and wanted to take pictures. After 5SOS finished, I walked backstage and over to their dressing room. On my way their, I saw Harry and the rest of One Direction walking over towards the stage. I can feel Harry's eyes on me as he watches me walk into Luke's dressing room.
"Jenn? What are you doing here?" Luke asks.
"I really need to talk to you," I say.
He leads me outside the dressing room and onto the random couch I was on earlier. He stares at me with concern.
"I know I am with Harry right now, but I really like you. Luke, this sounds really bad because I am the one who ended things with us earlier, but I regret it. I know Harry is only yards away from me, singing his heart out, but I can't stop thinking about you. You make me happy. I can't believe I am saying this to you right now."
Luke's eyes are wider than I ever thought someone could widen them, "Jenn...do you realize how bad I want to kiss you right now? But I can't. You are still with Harry. Don't leave him for me. He is honestly a good guy. I want your heart, but someone already has it."
"Luke, you make me happier than I ever have been in my life. Cal told me today that he did lie about you using me. I am so sorry."
"I love you Jenn," he says pulling me in for a hug.
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IT JUST GOT HEATED IN HERE. ZAYUM. THIS STORY IS COMING TO A END IN ABOUT FIFTEEN CHAPTERS. I SHOULD LENGTHEN EACH CHAPTER INTO LIKE TWO CHAPTERS IDK. BUT WHO CARES. I WILL PROBABLY END THIS AT FORTY CHAPTERS. THANKS FOR READING!
