Chapter 42

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How far would it take for a person to ruin someone's life just because they were hurt and betrayed? Is it a valid reason though? Shouldn't it be a ground to be more considerate of other's feelings because you, of all people, know how it actually feels?

Hindi kailanman magiging sapat na dahilan ang manakit dahil lang nasaktan ka.

Life is a cycle but pain shouldn't.

Ano ang mangyayari sa mundo kung mananakit ka dahil sinaktan ka at iyon din ang gagawin ng taong sinaktan mo? Pain for a pain is the worst revenge. Hindi mabubura ang nangyari sa nakaraan dahil lang naiparamdam mo sa taong nanakit sa'yo ang sakit na dinanas mo. 

It won't make things better, it worsen it.

I am not saying that you should just brush it off and forget. What I am saying is don't forget what caused the pain but move on from the effect. Move on from the pain.

Pain begets revenge and revenge begets agony. It is not just unhealthy, it is toxic.

"Mom, where's dad?"

"He went abroad for a meeting. Why?"

He shrugged. "Nothing.  Haven't seen him for a while and just wanna invite him for a training. I am bored."

"Wanna go somewhere to kill the time?"

"No need. I wanna stick around the house."

Tumango na lamang ako. Maybe having his one of those "I'm bored but don't know what to do" segments.

"Sige, kung iyan ang gusto mo. If you need anything just knock. I will be in my room attending some documents."

He just hummed  his answer and turned on the tv. Ako naman ay umakyat na at pumunta sa kwarto namin ni Zykiel.

It's been 2 weeks after that incident in the hospital. Ang huli kong nabalitaan ay pilit pa ring lumalaban si Tita Shirra. She's pulling some strings to escape which will be hard since all the evidences are laid out. Lahat ng ebidensya ay siya and idinidiin.

While Juko is still on the lose.

Kung ano man ang meeting na pinuntahan ni Zykiel sa France, sigurado akong may kinalaman 'yon sa mag-ina at sa grupong kinabibilangan niya.

Especially about that Roi de Guerre he told me about.

It's been two weeks since he left but our son never missed his training every morning even he's alone. Especially during weekends. He trains all day. Half an hour break to fill his stomach is enough.

Aki is like his other self growing up— maybe worst than him. I am afraid with that thought. I want Aki to be just my son.

No other title. Not a mafia heir and any other titles that puts his life in grave. He's he. My son and that alone.

He didn't enjoy his life the way he should like any other kid. This selfishness and greed for power stole that from him and I will loathe the roots of it 'till the end. I am a mother and they make me incapable of giving the life my son deserved. I will never forgive them in that fact.

Pilit kong iniintindi ang dokumentong pinag-aaralan at winawaksi sa isipan ang pag-aalala kay Zykiel. Iwinawaksi ang poot na unti-unting umaahon sa dibdib.  When I was a kid, this was not the life I dreamed for myself. This is not  the future I planned. It was far from this. 

It's been two weeks and I heard nothing from him. He can't beep me up to notify me whether he's alive or dead for whatever shitty reason. Marami siyang tauhan ngunit kahit isa ay wala man lang nakapagsabi sa akin kung lumalanghap pa ba kami ng parehong hangin o hindi na. It's been two weeks and I haven't figured out how to tell him we are having another baby.

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