I SEE YOU (21+)

38: MOTIONS

YUNMI POV

Things have been very weird with Jin recently.

He comes around but doesn't say much, he's always spacing out or staring off.

Our conversations have became so bland.

I can't help but think that me showing up to the house and him seeing the way Yoongi and I looked at each other may have been the cause of all of this.

I feel so guilty, like I actually cheated on him or something.

I'm in love with Yoongi, but I love Jin. I really got myself in such a mess.

Maybe I should have never went there, I was just worried.

___________________________________________________________

We are just watching a show we are both into but he's doing that thing again, where he is staring off into space.

YUNMI: Jin....

He didn't even blink.

YUNMI: JIN

Still nothing.

YUNMI: SEOKJIN!!!!

I yelled while clapping.

JIN: Hmmm... Whaaaat?

As he jumped and looked over at me.

YUNMI: I want to ask you something and I want you to be honest with me... Can you do that for me?

JIN: Yeah, I guess I can.

I just gave him a weird smirk.

YUNMI: Why are you so like not here?

JIN: What do you mean? I am here...

YUNMI: No, well yeah I know you're here physically but mentally you aren't.

He looked away from me and sighed.

YUNMI: Is it because I showed up to the house to look for you?

JIN: Let's just not do this.

YUNMI: If it is, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to upset you.

JIN: It's not that.

YUNMI: Then what is it?

__________________________________________________________________

SEOKJIN POV

There was nothing more I wanted to say to her than telling her I found Yoongi's ring in her room.

I want to confront her so badly.

I can't though. I can't just yet because I'm partially afraid of what's happened.

I'm also afraid of my own anger and the hurt I might cause her.

I guess even in my time of sadness, in my anger...

I'm still looking out for her. I'm worried about her.

I hate that its all came down to this.

JIN: It's nothing.

I stood up and started putting my shoes on and putting my stuff in my pockets.

JIN: I gotta go though, I'll text you later.

I started to walk away.

YUNMI: Jin....

I stopped.. and felt a hand wrap around my arm