Be Honest

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We've added a new tag today, folks 😈 Please enjoy some light smut as we continue through this slow burn together. 

-Parks 🖤

Y/N once again drug a chair around Levi's desk and sat next to him. Unlike last time, however, Y/N knew she was actually going to teach Levi after they had such a nice reading session yesterday. She hadn't meant to fall asleep, but when she woke up Levi was still there. He was staring down at the book as if glaring at it would force his brain to understand the words.

After he caught her staring, they went back to reading together where they remained until the sun started to set. Y/N assumed this was when Levi would leave, and she would go down to the cafeteria for dinner. Instead, Levi told her to stay in bed because she 'needed to rest,' and he offered to bring her food back to her room. Y/N was happy to spend a meal with him, but Levi left immediately after delivering her food.

When Y/N arrived this morning, she asked if she could sit next to him to which he agreed. Her excitement blinded her to the change in Levi's demeanor compared to yesterday. Even as she sat next to him, she was oblivious to the stiff position in which he sat, and the way he clenched his jaw as she scooted closer.

He would never admit it, but he was embarrassed. When he made it back to his room last night, he was appalled by his behavior. All day he had spent with her; he had cleared his entire day to sit and read with Y/N.

Who the fuck am I to be acting like this? Like a lost puppy? Like Luka? He barely knew Y/N, yet her leg pushed against his was sending his heart into a panic, crashing against his ribs.

It was really starting to annoy him.

Y/N set her things down on Levi's desk and said, "Okay, I know we didn't discuss this yesterday, but you did so well reading that I wanted to start practicing how to write the individual letters." She opened a journal and snapped the cap off of her pen.

"Y/N..." Levi sighed. "I didn't agree to this."

"I know, I know. If you really don't want to then it's fine, but I think it'll really help. And it's good practice."

Levi didn't answer. Instead, he took a deep breath through his nose. Y/N took it as permission like usual, but it did finally alert her to his attitude.

He's so different from yesterday. Y/N looked at Levi with concern. I wonder if he's tired.

"We don't have to do it for long. I know you have a meeting in an hour," Y/N reached for his hand.

At the same moment, Levi was looking at Y/N in shock. She even knew his schedule off the top of her head. Then her hand closed around the back of his, and he flinched in his seat. She gave Levi the pen to show him how to hold it, and her fingers guided his to wrap around it. Levi's mind was invaded by the image of Y/N's fingers wrapping around his dick-

Levi snatched his hand away from Y/N, accidentally sending the pen flying.

"Y/N," Levi said sternly. "I agreed to read with you because you were sick, but I'm not going to waste another day, spending it with you!"

Y/N stared at Levi with her mouth popped open. She was frozen until her eyebrows furrowed in anger. By the time she recovered from her shock, guilt had settled heavy on Levi's shoulders.

"Y/N..."

"No," Y/N stopped him and stood up. She gathered her things, and Levi watched her walk away. "You're obviously not as comfortable with me as you thought you were."

Levi's jaw dropped. Did she hear me the other night?

Y/N opened the door. Levi couldn't process what was happening fast enough. He assumed she had been walking to the couch, not leaving.

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