Time seems to fly while I'm here. It's already been two weeks since I've left and it makes me not want to go back. Draco writes to me daily but comes to see me once a week meaning he's coming today! Draco and Remus get along surprisingly well and I'm beyond grateful for that.
I still didn't make a decision but I've had time to think of everything and came to realize that there's no decision to even be made. What Mattheo did was wrong and I know Draco didn't ever do anything to me so I've been working to push that from my head.
It bothered me to not write down everything that's happened recently but tbh it was too much to possibly write, though I can give a quick rundown. That morning once Remus and I both woke up Nymphadora and Sirius were there. It was so nice to see Sirius again and I must say even as an adult he's a consistent trouble maker. I talked to him about everything and he actually did give really good advice once again. He said, "If you're having to consider Draco's loyalty then the question you should be asking instead is, Is this person right for me?, but if you're worried about Mattheo's part all I can say is that he needed someone there to comfort him and you can't change what he did but you can move on and stop letting it control your life." I then proceeded to tell him he sounded like Narcissa and he scoffed and walked away.
Another day, Remus and I went to dinner, which was nice because we went to the same place that we had gone to when I was younger.
Nymphadora took me to get my nails done with her and I couldn't tell you how long it's been since I've gotten them done.
Anyway, I got an owl first thing this morning from Draco saying he was going to come over around 5 and that he has something planned though he wouldn't say what. Draco seems to be really good at planning the most extravagant things so it's always fun. He also told me what to wear..."Something comfortable but nice. P.S. If you want to wear black, we can match." So that's just what I did. I pulled my short, one-shoulder, black dress with sleeves that start at the elbow. This is probably my favorite thing in my closet if I'm being honest. I may or may not have the same dress in 6 different colors: Black, white, emerald green, sage green, tan, and baby blue.
I washed my face and did a bit of natural makeup before sliding on my dress. (It's definitely still my favorite) I put on the silver necklace Draco had bought me with, Malfoy, in cursive, across it. As well as a pair of double teardrop, diamond earrings. I wasn't sure what to do with my hair but I decided to braid it into a loose low ponytail because I knew Draco liked it like that. I grabbed a pair of Jimmy Choo heels from my closet (a high-end muggle designer) and slid them on too. These shoes are quite pricey but it's definitely worth it.
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The Diary's of Him and I
FanfictionA Draco Malfoy love story, smut included. The story where she gets completely and utterly consumed with him to the point she would do anything for the price of love even if it hurts her. ROLLER COASTER OF EMOTION **I own very few characters, all t...