Our way to each other | Binwoo

twelve

Before we start, it's 03.04 - HAPPY MJ DAY!!! No parts were published on Rocky's bday but I celebrated it as well, hope you did it too! And big THANKS for 300 views!
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This evening Eunwoo came home with his head down. He sat on the kitchen chair silently.

It's been a while since all the boys ate together but today, since everyone came home earlier, they decided to gather and cook something. Also, Rocky's mom gave him gimbap and kimchi. Eunwoo who was always the first to try the food didn't do it. He kept fingering his chopsticks and looking at the table. His gaze was empty but his head was full of thoughts. What will he do now? He's not just single again, he's heartbroken.

"Can you hear me?"

"Mina broke up with me today."

Not a single sound was heard, not even the clatter of cutlery. After a few moments, 4 boys looked at Bin and saw him looking sadly at Eunwoo, who was sitting in front of the boy. Why is he sad? It's his chance!

"What will you do now?" Someone broke the silence.

"I don't know, I feel a bit lost, to be honest."

After a quiet dinner, all of them got back to their rooms. Eunwoo said that it'd be nice if the boys won't ask him anything, he wanted to live in his thoughts for now.

Although the boys have to release a new album in 4 days, have more schedules and it's not the right time to be in a bad mood. But all of us are human, sometimes we can't control situations and mood swings. It's normal. And Eunwoo tried to pretend to look happy during the showcase, the performances, and vlives. But as it was said, we are humans, we can be dejected. This is what happened to the boy.

The evening of the 31st day of May. It's the day when Eunwoo didn't get back home. He went for a walk and disappeared. He didn't pick up his phone although it was around 1 a.m (June the 1st). The rest of the boys were worried. The whole situation was insanely bad. They couldn't stay still until somebody knocked on the door.

Jinwoo took off from the spot and ran to the door. He saw their manager and... Eunwoo! The leader opened the door, after a few minutes of talking with the manager and the disappeared boy, the members went inside.

Eunwoo was tipsy. It's the first time the members see him in such a condition. He calmly came to the kitchen with a little smile on his face as everyone else was staring at him.

"Are you crazy?!" Started Moonbin in an angry tone but he heard nothing in response.

"I'm talking to you!" The boy got up and turned Dongmin around, grabbing the guy by the shoulder, so that now the older one was facing him.

"Why are you being like this?! Take your hand off me!"

"We were worried!"

It was getting hotter in here, and everyone felt the tension. Other members could calm those two but they felt like Bin needed this, he barely could control himself all the time while they were waiting for Eunwoo.

"No need for that."

"Are you serious?!"

"Yes, Binnie, I am. Look at them, the guys look like they're more worried about you."

"They're worried about me as well because all that time I couldn't stay still, I called you so many times. You know why?!" Bin just kept talking without giving Eunwoo some time to answer. "Because I fuckin' love you!" He pointed his finger at the older guy's chest. "I care for you while you don't give a shit about yourself! And I know I've just confessed and you won't even remember that. And it'll hurt a lot because I thought my confession would be much more special!" He was spitting his words, that's how angry Bin was. He kept looking into Eunwoo's eyes and after a moment he headed into his room while everyone else was speechless.

Five minutes after the confession and Bin was too nervous. His ardor cooled and he realized what he has done. The boy sat down on his bed and put his head in his hands. This is a disaster.

Eunwoo entered the room. Yes, he was tipsy but he knew what was going on.

"Bin-aaah..."

"No. Let's not talk about it. You won't remember it when you wake up, so let's not waste our time."

"Don't you want to hear about my feelings for you?"

"There's nothing to hear about."

"You don't even know. Bin..."

The younger rose his head and looked at his friend. Moonbin's eyes ran over Eunwoo's facial features and his heart started beating faster.

"I think I know now." Eunwoo ended his sentence.

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Hello, everyone who's still here, THIS HAPPENED! Moonbin's confession! He didn't plan it but that's how it turned out.

And yes, I used the bad words in Moonbin's speech but he was angry so I couldn't find other words to use. I thought whether I should censor it or not but let it be like that. I hope it's okay.

Thanks for reading, see you next time <3