Our way to each other | Binwoo

twenty eight

Eunwoo's anger cooled as he saw his boyfriend being scared of him, he held out his hand, but Bin only pressed himself even more to the wall, even though there was no free space left. The younger found an opportunity to run out of the room and did it without looking back. There were the hyungs and the maknaes in the kitchen but they quickly dropped their chopsticks as soon as they saw Bin running away with tears in his eyes that couldn't find a place to hide, so they started falling to the floor.

They wanted to follow Bin but they heard something heavy falling on the floor in binwoo's room.

"Uuuh..." started Jinwoo while thinking of what to do now. They need to help Bin but he probably left the house already so they decided to go and check on Eunwoo.

And they were shocked when they saw that what had fallen was Eunwoo. He was unconscious, so Jinjin checked his breathing. Everything was fine. The leader began to assist to bring the guy to consciousness. MJ also called the doctor from the agency and asked to come up. While talking on the phone, the boy noticed Bin sitting on the bench in the backyard.

"Hey, Jin-ah! Bin is there."

"What!?" Jinwoo jumped to the window and the other two boys followed them. "He didn't leave. I'm going there, and you hyung... no I need you here. The maknae comes with me... Sanha!" Said the leader as he beckoned the boy and asked to follow him.

Two of them entered the backyard and heard Bin whimpering loudly with his head down.

"Binnie?" Carefully said Jinjin but still made Bin jump from the bench and make a few steps back.

"Leave me."

"Bin, I need you to calm down, okay?"

"Leave me!" Shouted the crying boy. He was in a state of hysteria and couldn't obey his own body.

"Bin, Eunwoo fainted and now he's lying in the room unconscious, so I need you to calm down and tell me what happened."

"What?" More calmly said Bin but his sight was still blurred because of the big amount of tears.

Jinwoo kept carefully coming closer with a slightly outstretched arm. Bin's eyes moved from the leader to Sanha who was standing silently behind and looked worried, he must've been scared too.

The doctor left as quickly as he arrived. He checked Eunwoo and said the boys could move him to the bed. The doc also said that Eunwoo was completely fine, he probably fainted because of tiredness and all he needed was rest. When the doctor left, Bin told the boys what happened.

After another 15 minutes, the boys still were in the room, Bin was sitting on the edge of the bed near Eunwoo, holding his hand.

"Uhmh..." was heard from Eunwoo.

All of them came closer and saw Eunwoo trying to open his eyes. When he succeeded, the first person he saw was Bin. He felt warmth in his hand and squeezed his hand tighter.

"Binnie..." said the boy with weakness in his voice. But after that Bin freed his hand, got up quickly, and left the room. "Wait..."

"Let him be, you need to rest now," softly said the leader, and Eunwoo fell asleep right after that. Leaving, the oldest turned off the dimly burning lamp and closed the door, leaving Eunwoo alone in the dark room.

This night Bin didn't sleep with Eunwoo. When it was late and everyone fell asleep, Bin took a bottle of wine, drank what was left, and cried into the pillow.

The next morning he woke up earlier to hide the bottle. He felt terrible because of sleeping only 2 hours but he needed to get up because all the boys had to practice the choreo for the forthcoming album. Of course, without Eunwoo today. Bin wanted to stay at home too only because he felt how energy left his body but couldn't afford to do it, the boys wouldn't understand. Moreover, he didn't want to face Eunwoo.

Another night crawled and Bin wasn't happy about it. He isn't happy when the day comes, he isn't happy when the night appears. Today he decided to sleep in the living room again. He took three bottles of soju and cried, looking at the moon and trying to escape reality. Someone went out of the room at 3 am or so. It was Sanha who came to drink water.

The maknae was about to leave but he heard a sound. Bin grabbed the cushion with his teeth to shut himself up. And at that moment Sanha thought he fancied he heard something but then he noticed an empty bottle of soju that glistened under the moonlight and near that one, there was standing one full bottle. He realized Bin was on the couch as he saw his jacket on the floor as well. The youngest was worried but scared at the same time, so he left the room without saying a word, pretending he didn't see anything.

This time Bin slept more because alcohol made him sleepy. But his head was about to explode and his stomachache was still there. He wasn't in his best condition to practice the choreo but did he have another option? No, because he didn't want the boys to know about him drinking every night. This day and this night were almost the same. Practicing, drinking, tough morning but no crying at night.

November 7 is the day when it started. Moonbin woke up after an ordinary night but he realized he didn't want to drink anymore. But there was another thing he hadn't realized yet.

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What was started? Will find out in the next chapter.

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