Our way to each other | Binwoo

thirteen

"Don't you want to hear about my feelings for you?"

"There's nothing to hear about."

"You don't even know. Bin..."

The younger rose his head and looked at his friend. Moonbin's eyes ran over Eunwoo's facial features and his heart started beating faster.

"I think I know now." Eunwoo ended his sentence. "Didn't you think your feelings may be mutual?"

"No. You were in a relationship with Mina."

"You know it's not how things work. I might be with her but my heart or mind would be with you. I know you'll ask "How can you know so fast that you like someone?" I know it's too fast but it felt like I heard a snap in my head and accepted everything that I felt for you in a moment."

"What... what you felt?"

"Yes. Binnie, what I felt," Enwoo quickly approached Bin and squatted, so now the older boy's head was lower than Bin's and they couldn't avoid eye contact. "The first time I felt something... I remember it like it was yesterday. My heart problems, back in January, remember?" Eunwoo scoffed.

"In January?"

"Yes, in January and in other situations, when I looked at you I just wanted to hug you without any reason. At first, I thought I had that feeling because you were sad all the time but now I have no more doubts."

And when Bin didn't answer, Eunwoo decided to leave the boy, give him some time.

"Think about my words, okay? Let's talk tomor- today already, it's something past 1 a.m. So yeah, let's talk later if you're ready. Good night, Binnie." Finished Eunwoo as he got up and went to the bathroom to clean his teeth.

In the morning, somewhere around 7 a.m., Bin opened his eyes and saw Eunwoo. Looks like he also tried to open his eyes and go get ready for today's music show recording.

Bin fell asleep with his head full of thoughts about Eunwoo's words and he woke up with the chaos of thoughts as well.

"Hey," said Eunwoo with a little smile on his face.

"About that conversation-"

"I remember it. I wasn't that drunk that my brain could erase this."

"Right..."

Even with having a lot of worries and pressure, Bin did his best while performing, his fans brightened up his day and he even caught one nice thought on his mind. One thought saying "what if it works out, if he and I give it a try..."

The boys had one more schedule that day, so they came back home around 6 p.m.

As soon as they entered the house and their manager left them alone, Bin literally ran to the bathroom to take a shower. So did Eunwoo but he used another bathroom, of course. After all the evening routine, Bin asked Eunwoo to come with him to their room.

"I was thinking about what you said. What now? What are you expecting from this?"

"Whoa... what do you mean?" Eunwoo scoffed. "You ask me as if I thought about creating a family, getting married, and all that."

"No, but we're idols."

"So? Our personal life can be private, we don't have to tell anybody. But what to do with the members..."

"They know."

"What?"

"They know I love you."

Eunwoo, with his worried face, was peering into Bin's eyes as if he tried to find something.

"Wh- I- All of them?"

"Yes. The first one was MJ hyung... he found out, noticed my behavior... then I told Jinwoo hyung, then Rocky and Sanha."

"Why? When?"

"Eunwoo... it's been 3 years for me since I fell for you, it was getting harder for me to carry this emotional burden alone... but I told them this year, this January." Eunwoo's eyes became watery. He felt so bad that he didn't know and didn't understand that everything that was happening to Bin was because of him. "January 2014 and me who started noticing my feeling towards you. January 2017, the same story but now it's your character," Bin added.

Dongmin couldn't help but let out an abrupt whimper and hug his... who's Bin to him now?

"Please, be my boyfriend starting today." And Moonbin's heart race went higher as he heard those words.

"Seriously?"

"Of course, dummy!"

"Then let's try." And they hugged each other even tighter. Eunwoo nuzzled the bend of Bin's neck to feel how warm the boy's body was. He could feel a floral scent on his boyfriend's skin. And the smell was familiar because that was the way Bin smelled every time after a shower. But now this scent feels different.

"When will we tell the members?" Asked Bin and rose Eunwoo from his meditation with these words.

"Not right now." Eunwoo's voice sounded a little bit lower and his head felt heavier on Bin's shoulder. "I feel sleepy."

"Let me help you get on your bed."

"Thank you, Binnie."

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It's happening but will it be easy for binwoo to be in a relationship with each other? Will see ^-^

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