Hold on, don't you let go. (Tayvin/Talvin)

Broken Hearts

TAYLOR'S POV

After yesterday I just wish for Harry's arms to be around me, singing me to sleep. That Calvin dude seemed nice, I mean I'm sure he didn't mean to upset me, it's just Harry's a sensitive topic for me, we only broke up a few weeks ago. He said that we would be better off apart and that the hate people were giving me for being in love with him, was tearing me apart. He told me that he didn't want to see me cry, and that maybe it was for the best if we parted. 

I just stood there like a frozen statue, because we had been able to get through it for over a year, it didn't phase us, what they said about us, we were happily in love, but then he just all of a sudden decided to call it quits, I don't know what happened, but one thing is for sure, I miss him terribly.

Ed burst into my house, the door flung open, he strides straight for me, and plopped down onto the couch, taking a deep breath and resting his head back. 

Ed: Man, this second album, is just....coming along really well, what do you think of it? 

I gave him a sincere smile, his ginger hair is all scruffy, it's kinda cute. 

Taylor: It's an amazing album Ed, yeah it's those second ones that give you the most stress,

Ed: I honestly don't know how you did it, with Fearless. 

Taylor: You know, I just did my best, and thankfully people liked that.

He nodded. 

Ed: How's 1989 going?

When Ed and I were on tour for RED, we were both writing for our new albums, so he heard everyone of my songs and I heard everyone of his songs, the thing is I was still with Harry during that time, so most of the songs are really happy and sweet,which is perfectly fine, I don't think I could get anything out of me about the break up now, at least. 

Taylor: It's pretty good, I'm releasing it towards the end of he year though...just so .........you....... know,....I want to write more songs.

He knew that I meant, I needed time to process what happened, and that I couldn't just go straight into an album launch. He just nodded. 

Taylor: Have you spoken to him? 

Ed:.....Yeah....he's a mess Taylor. 

I shook my head and hold back the tears threatening to fall. 

Taylor: did he say anything.....about me?

He nodded. but didn't speak. I know I can get it out of him, he usually gives up when I stare at him for a while, silence isn't Ed's mojo.

he took a deep breath.

Ed: Yeah....he said he regrets leaving,.....now that he sees you so happy,....he told me to give this to you...

He reached into his pocket and pulled out an envelope, Ed handed it to me, I wasted no time in opening it, inside, a letter. 

Dear My beloved Taylor,

Hi, all I can say is wow, the days are so much lonelier without you. I miss you so much, just know that what happened to us, happened to us for a reason okay. It was a beautiful year with you, in-fact I still play it back, everyday. Taylor I wasn't prepared to see you hurt by the things those people said about us, you know exactly how ugly they got, please don't blame this on you, or me or anyone, maybe we just weren't meant to be. 

I love you with all my heart, forever. You can move on, please don't spend nights crying and thinking of me, because I want you to move on, I want you to find a love that you will cherish forever, get married, have children, once upon a time I thought that was going to happen to us, but it didn't. Please don't forget that I did love you very much, and I still do, I'll still watch you sing your songs, and dream about you, it was a pleasure being able to have loved you Taylor. and Yeah some days it will be hard to get out of bed, but tell your self you are loved by so many people, and that we are always here for you.