Hold on, don't you let go. (Tayvin/Talvin)

The forgotten six months of love.

Happy six months to you and Calvin. I know this is hard for you. He may not remember but none of us have forgotten how much you love him.

Stay strong Taylor,

-Ed

Ed had texted me this morning. It was fortunate that Adam did not wake up earlier than me today, I plan on making his blueberry pancakes. Of course mine aren't going to be as good as his but I couldn't go through today without them. I'd rather them be an epic fail then not have them at all. The pancakes are just a distraction a suppose, I really thought that I was going to be alright, today is going to be one heck of a mountain to climb. I'm actually thinking that I'll make it though this day without crying, which would be a milestone in it's self. I'm sitting curled up in a blanket on the couch, watching 'Love Actually' waiting for Adam to wake up. It's almost 8:30.

Karlie had some kind of girls day that she'd asked me to attend. To be honest I really don't want to go anywhere today. Ed is going to spend pretty much the whole day with Adam, I won't get to see him at all today, on our sixth-month anniversary, I don't know how I'm going to handle that honestly. Even though he doesn't remember, I do and I want to spend it with him regardless of his Amnesia but I guess that's just not going to happen today.

I figured that I'd tag along with Karlie and Selena today as I'm just going to be home alone if I don't and I don't want to be alone.

"Good morning."

A raspy morning voice said behind me in a mumble. I smiled at the sound that was like music to me ears. I turned around slightly and saw him shirtless, rubbing his eyes. I smiled at him at, he seemed to be in a good mood that cannot be said about a lot of people when they're being associated with the morning. "Morning..." I say and pat the space next to me asking him to sit down which he did.

Taylor: I would be less attracted to you if you had a shirt on..

I said with a slight laugh making sure he understood that I wasn't angry. He smirked at me while pulling some of the blanket off me and covering himself with it. He wiggled closer to me so that his whole body was covered by the blanket and our arms were touching.

"Better?"

I nudged him slightly and returned my gaze back to the t.v screen. I saw out of the corner of my eye that his gaze never left me. I also saw a small smile creep onto his lips as he put his head down to hide it. He didn't know that my focus wasn't on the movie, but on him.

Taylor: Slightly. However when you do go out with Ed today, I'm sure he would want you to have a shirt.

I say looking back at him. I felt him reach for my hand. I was initially shocked but then intertwined our fingers. I smiled at him.

"Well, you see Taylor, my love, you are actually wearing my shirt so I have a valid reason."

Taylor: You have thousands of other shirts.

"But I like the one your wearing."

He protested to which I just shook my head giving in to his argument and rested my head back on the couch. After yesterday's events I could imagine how confused he must be at the moment. I just can't wait till he gets memory back that way it will be easier for him and me.

Taylor: I made pancakes, if you want some?

I saw while staring intently at the T.V screen. I wonder what Ed has planned for the two of them today.

"I would love some!"

ED'S POV

Karlie stood on a chair holding a banner up while I was on the other side holding the other end. Austin was blowing up balloons in the living room, so far he had managed to get a fair few that covered the entire floor of the room. Selena was standing about five or six feet away from us motioning to either Karlie or I to move our side slightly to make sure the banner was in line.