Hold on, don't you let go. (Tayvin/Talvin)

You promised..

A/N REALLY LONG CHAPTER!!! This is not the longest though, it comes in second. This chapter is 35587 words. 

HARRY'S POV

She came in rushing through the door. At first I didn't recognise who it was but then her sweet voice,that I miss so much, burst into the air. But she didn't sound her usually cheery self, the one that would get excited about almost everything, she sounded broken. When her eyes met mine, I saw those stunning crystal blue eyes filled with tears, and in that moment it broke my heart to see her like this. I couldn't bear the thought of her beautiful face covered in tears, I could never bring myself to do something so terrible to cause her so much pain that results in tears. I love her too much. I loved her so much that I risked letting her go, to keep her safe.

"You're going to be okay now..no-one can hurt you now.."

I whispered to her whimpering that caused so much pain for me to hear. The whole reason why we went our separate ways was because I didn't want to see her like this, I didn't want them to hurt her with their harsh words, I didn't know I was going to miss her so much. I didn't know I was going to long to see her sparkling blue eyes welcome me when I woke up. Everyday since I let her go has seen me struggle immensely simply because the one person, that I was stupid enough to let go, isn't by my side. Believe me I tried to fill the void, I tried everything to subside the traces she left in my life. She meant too much to me, and I am not about to erase the memories I go back to, the the only thing I have left.

"Harry it was terrible...he looked at me like I was some stranger."

She let out in a big cry. I stood there and tightened my arms around her gently swaying back and forth, I places a small kiss on her forehead she didn't seem to notice. No one can find out how much I've wanted to have her back in my arms again, no one can know, especially Calvin.

I'm not stupid, I know they're happy..I know that she's happy. That's all I've ever wanted, my dad said to me on the night I let Taylor go; "You did the right thing son, you loved her too much to see her hurt in your life, that takes real bravery and courage because your risking never seeing her again. I'm proud of you Harold."

I love my father and I trust him with my life but my heart's breaking here.

"Shh...whatever happened..it will be okay hey.."

I thought over the past few days and realised the lengths I was about to go to for Taylor to be back in my life was costly, I realised that I would be doing more bad than good. So I ditched the idea of claiming her as mine again, I wouldn't do that to her, plus Calvin didn't do anything wrong to deserve that.

She shook her head in the crook of my neck sniffling away the last of her tears before wiping them with the back of her hand and looking up at me backing away slightly so there's a small gap between us. She pulled my arms away from her waist leaving them swinging back to my sides.

"No No, It's not going to be okay Harry, because it took me the longest time to heal from loosing you, but this time Adam's gone for real."

Confusion runs over my face as I struggle to understand what she's trying to say. Causing me to readjust my steps as I transfer my weight from my left foot to my right foot. My hands reach out for her arms but she pulls away. Of course she pulls away, it's not my place to hold her like that  anymore.

Harry: Why..What happened?

She took a deep breath and looked down as a tear landed on high heel, I noticed she wears them a lot now, when we were together she was more of a flats type of girl and would only wear high heals for events such as award shows. I don't know what type of shoe she's wearing but I remember hearing from Ed that it's not too costly, because of course he's been shopping with her and I haven't.