Hold on, don't you let go. (Tayvin/Talvin)

I think I'm falling for You

TAYLOR'S POV

My screen lights up the room, as it's dark, my eyes struggle to adjust what the screen says; "5 text messages, who the heck would be texting me at 3 am in the morning?

Calvin: Taylor, I'm so sorry...you have to believe me please.

Calvin: Please pick up...

Calvin: Taylor I'm telling the truth I swear......please believe me.

2 Missed calls from Calvin Harris.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do, part of me wants to push him away but part of me wants him to stay. I miss Adam so much, that if he really is Adam I know I would regret this later, pushing him out of my life. But I have this feeling that tells me somethings is not right here.

I text him; Leave me alone Calvin.

Calvin: Can I at least give you an apology face to face?

I didn't answer if he is Adam I don't know what he would be apologising for, telling me that my best friend is alive and lives in the same city as me, yeah didn't think so.

For the rest of the morning he wouldn't stop texting, calling emailing. I swear I'll never see the end of this, It's just getting really annoying, I am ready to ditch my phone in a fountain, so I'll never hear the ringtone again, it's obnoxiously annoying and I can't stand it, seriously it's driving me absolutely nuts.

This is about the hundredth time he's called, I decide to actually pick this one up, maybe I can convince him to stop bothering me.

Taylor: Look Calvin, I would really appreciate it if you stop calling me, it's insane.

He let out in a big sigh.

Taylor: Why are so persistent what do you want from me?

Calvin: I want my best friend back, Taylor the one about sixteen years back, who said she'd fly the world with me.

Taylor: She's long gone, you're going to have to accept that, honestly you creep me out so please don't call me, or I'll call the police you're choice.

Calvin: No! Taylor please, look If I were just your friend, I would have given up by now....

Taylor: What are you trying to say?

Calvin: I think I'm falling for you....

I jumped at his words almost falling off the bed, Olivia and Meredith are watching me with that cat glare, that is beyond freaky.

Taylor: You are psycho you know that...gosh. I don't have time for this,

Calvin: TAYLOR! WAIT!

What the heck Taylor, what damage can it do anyways, I give him sometime to explain what he has on his mind.

Calvin: From the first minute I saw your face again it was like something just said, Gosh Calvin she's beautiful. I thought someone must have you, so that's why I thought you were with Ed, but then you said you weren't, I thought this is my chance. Honestly Taylor, the past sixteen years I've struggled along, it was no where near as enjoyable as the times we spent together, when you bumped into me, it was possibly the best day of my life because I got to see your beaming blue eyes again, I didn't want to bother you because you looked so happy singing. I suppose that's why I haven't turned up until now. You looked so broken when I mentioned Harry, something in me wanted to punch his guts out for hurting you, I never want to see you hurt, I said I'd protect you, but I failed, I'm sorry.

Taylor: You don't know anything about Harry or our relationship, we were the happiest couple, he didn't break my heart, he never could. He genuinely cared for me and so did I for him, it was a perfect little fairytale, but sadly perfect doesn't last forever, and fairy-tales don't exist. So Calvin before you go blaming things on him, it wasn't his fault.

Calvin: Please just at least accept my apology.

Taylor: Fine...

I wanted so much to tell him what was spinning around in my head, the truth because it's all too much to handle, I wanted him to know how much it hurts, how many lonely nights i spent crying for him, I wanted him to know the reason why I locked up my heart, but most of all I wanted him to know .....how much I love him,.....not just as a best friend......but something so much more than that.

He hung up and I walked out the door, Karlie met up with me and we strolled down the street to this fancy restaurant. I won't tell her about this, she's going to want to know every single detail, but then again this is Karlie I'm talking about, I can't hide anything from her, she's like detective, she figures out EVERYTHING.

We were sat down at our table by the lovely waitress, I thanked her for assisting us before she left us to decide on our meals.

Karlie gave me this smirk, the smirk she gives me when men are of topic. Gosh this is going to be a VERY LONG LUNCH!

Karlie: Spill girl, I know that face anywhere, who's the guy?

I hide my smile to be honest Calvin is really good looking, WHAT AM I SAYING GOSH HE IS MY BEST FRIEND! I did see those ads, where he modelled underwear, pretty sexy body I must say so myself. I couldn't help but smile.

Taylor, there's no guy, what are you talking about.

Karlie gushed and gave me that 'you're lying face'

Karlie: Pssh, that big smile and those eyes, tell me differently Miss Swift, I know you too well, so come on tell me.

She leaned closer to me, what the heck might as well she's going to get it out of me anyways.

Taylor: Calvin Harris.

I whispered, she jumped up out from her seat and threw her hands in the air. Everyone in the restaurant turned to face us, my cheeks flushed bright red from embarrassment, I kept my head down.

Karlie: OH MY GOODNESS! TAYLOR ! YASSS.

I gave her a seriously mad look, and gestured for her to sit the heck down.

Taylor: Sit down crazy, you're bringing attention to us.

Karlie: Oh Taylor he's hot, if I wasn't taken I would've made the move, but you know since you're single....

she winked at me then continued to eat her salad, stabbing the lettuce leaves with her fork as if they were someones face. She made me giggle a little, Karlie wasn't much of a salad person, more of a pizza person, but she claims she's on a diet so.

Karlie: So when are you going to ask him out?

My fork dropped making a huge crashing sound on the plate, I looked up at her this woman sometimes I swear, I don't know her.

Taylor: I'm not ready to jump into a relationship yet Karls, okay. Harry and I just broke up, I'm still processing that so, not any time soon, put the popcorn away, because it will be a long time before Miss Taylor Swift even considers dating again.

We both burst into laughter, the rest of the afternoon went by in one big blur, at least that's how I remember it.

My thoughts kept tracing back to Adam when we were younger, how I miss so much of his laugh and his smile.

I thought of what I told Karlie, was I just telling myself I wasn't ready to date again, to protect myself, how when I've guarded my heart with so many walls that's it's impossible for anyone to break it.

Sometimes even I don't understand myself.

This is when the feeling sinks in, I don't want to miss you like this. Come back be here,

A/N

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