Hold on, don't you let go. (Tayvin/Talvin)

Never ending tears

TAYLOR'S POV

I flew inside the hospital and ran as fast as I ever had in my life, thanks to those two hour shows I have done for almost ten years now my cardio is at a high. The lady at the desk was filing through some papers when she saw my distressed face she immediately said; "My gosh, I'm so sorry..room 25." I thanked her as I fought back the tears threatening to fall, but some managed to fall despite my fight over them.

I finally reached his room my hands pressed against the glass window, I'm struggling to believe that's him, I don't know who could do such a terrible thing but the one question that keeps running over and over; Why to me...Why to my Adam.

I know that this could've happened to anyone and that I should be glad he's okay...but what if he's not..what if he wakes up and resents me or doesn't even want to see me. My guilt passes over me and ever since that phone call from the hospital I've been blaming myself, maybe if I had gotten home a little earlier that day, stop him from drinking then he wouldn't have ran away. I've could've gotten to sleep knowing he was right beside me, that he was going to stay here with me. He has to make it..he just has to, there are to many people who need him...I know this sounds selfish but...he can't leave this world at least without saying goodbye to me..I need him to be here with me.

The tears kept flowing and flowing they never stopped no matter how hard I cried. I felt someone calling my name but all I could do was fall to the floor crying. A pair of strong arms pulled me into their chest where I continued to sob.

ED'S POV

I rubbed soothingly on Taylor's back as I hushed her. She gripped my shirt she looked like someone had ripped everything she had away from her, maybe because someone almost took the love of her life away from her, and for Taylor that's happened too many times. I couldn't bear the thought of Calvin not making it, the trauma will crush her. She barely made it through Harry.

"It's all my fault...he's in there because of me."

I swallowed hard looking at Calvin inside that hospital room hooked up to all these wires, thankfully breathing, only just, by what the doctor told me. It hurt me as well to see him in there and to hear Taylor blaming herself as the man I need to stay strong for her because Calvin's not here to do that for her.

Ed: No Taylor it's not. Okay there was nothing you could've done.

There's nothing worse than seeing the ones you love in pain and suffering like this, Taylor's seen a lot of people just disappear from her life, guys they don't really pay attention to the fact she's just like any other woman, she's not made of steel, she cries and hurts too just like any other human being and she doesn't deserve this.

She breaks down in my arms, she could slip through my reach if I didn't hold her tight. I called Karlie and Selena, they were upset but none of our friends have been as shaken up as Taylor. She left Austin's graduation, how I know this because Austin called me and said she left in tears, he is more than worried for her.

This time I really need Calvin to get through this because no one makes her as happy as he does, not even Harry or Austin or even me. If he goes we'll never see the light in her life again.

Ed: Do you want to see him?

She shook her head and sniffed slightly, also wiping the tears with the back of her hand. She forced a smile and hugged me, and in that moment I almost melted because this hug was probably the warmest and longest hug she's ever given me. What can I say she saves the best ones for Calvin, sometimes I'm a little jealous of him, like he can't be stealing all the Tay-bear hugs at least share em.

Mentally laughing at myself.

"Ed..Promise me something..."

She looked up at me with hurt glistening in her eyes, each time she blinked she fought back the tears.

Ed: Sure anything.

She gripped my shirt, with her other hand patched over the wet spots on my shirt, from where she'd been crying hopelessly.

"Please don't go away!"

I pulled her tigehter to me and kissed her head gently, her hair is slightly ruffled but it still smelled like roses. I held her so tight, I have this thought in my mind where if I held her tight enough that all her broken pieces would mend back together. Hey it's worth a shot!

Ed: I won't, I'm with by your side any day you need me.

She nodded and closed her eyes, I'm assuming in an attempt to wish away what's just happened. I know this because, I've done it before too. Sometimes I just wish certain things would have never happened.

I see Karlie and Selena rush into the hospital frantically looking for us, they eventually spot us and run over to Taylor with worry all over their faces. Karlie pulled Taylor out of my arms and into hers, I decided that my job here was done and that I should leave them to it.

I gestured to Taylor that I was going into Calvin's room she just smiled and nodded. I let out huge breath and cleared my throat as I walked in. Above his head on the wall was a sign saying; 'C.HARRIS'

His eyes were closed, the doctor informed me that he was sleeping. They couldn't take him in for ex-rays while he was asleep as they needed consent from him. My steps neared the bed as I examined his shape, bruises everywhere, many on his face he had this bandage wrapped around his head, he looked like a mummy. I sighed and fell down in the chair.

Ed: Hey mate you gotta wake up, you have a lot of people here waiting for you.

I said resting my arm on the bed. I glanced over at Karlie, Selena and Taylor. Karls and Sel were hugging her while whispering words of comfort. All Taylor managed to respond with was small, weak nods. I returned my eyes back to Calvin who was breathing in and out at a steady pace. I saw his eyes fluttered open he groaned and struggled to put into concept that he was lying in a hospital room.

My face lit with joy as I stood up and waved to Taylor signalling for her to come inside. She smiled and ran inside sitting in the spot i was just in.

Karlie and Selena watch from a distance with proud faces on, I joined them at the entrance to the room.

TAYLOR'S POV

His eyes circled the room till he finally looked at me. I had the biggest smile on my face, because after all this trauma I would finally get to see his eyes sparkle, and his accent or the way he'd hold when I was 'sleeping', when really I was awake listening to his beautiful voice singing songs, he'd never ever be caught singing when I was awake.

Taylor: Adam..I'm so glad you're okay!

I went to hug him but he pushed me away with confusion in his eyes.

Adam: Who's Adam..and who are you?

A/N

Hiya! 

I'm literally obsessed with Talvin, I've been watching all the fan made videos on youtube, When Taylor posted that picture of Calvin and her on American Independence  Day, I jumped up an down.

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