Hold on, don't you let go. (Tayvin/Talvin)

I could loose him again..

CALVIN'S POV

I wake up to screaming pains all over my body my eyes struggle to adjust to the illuminating bright light above me. I can't observe much but from the muggy atmosphere I can tell bunch of rats died in here, it reeks. My legs hurt and my head feels like someone bashed a baseball bat into a thousand times. I can't remember much to exact detail but I remember these two guys kicking and punching me. There's a small window in the concrete wall, over the past three days they've come in threatening to kill me but all they ever do is beat me. They've been asking about Taylor frequently but I don't give them anything, I couldn't live with myself if anything ever happened to her.

I hear muffles on the other side of the door, before it cringes open revealing the only two men I've seen in the past three days.

"This is the last time I'm asking you Adam, Where is your girlfriend?"

The first one said while the second one was holding my phone.

"YOU LEAVE HER ALONE!"

I shouted at them which only made them even more furious, he pulled my up by collar his breath smells vial.

"You are not leaving here until you tell us where she is."

I shook my head continuously

Adam: You're not going to get anything out of me, now I suggest you stop wasting your time because I'm not telling you ANYTHING about my girlfriend.

He dropped me to the ground, leaving me in more pain than before. They mumbled something the man shook his head and walked out leaving the only one in the room with me. He crouched down to me on the floor.

"You have a lot to fight for Mr Harris, what if your girlfriend suddenly disappeared, and you never saw her again..would we say that's a coincidence..I don't think so."

He stood up, his face filled with rage and anger I saw him pull his foot back and it went in slow motion as if someone wanted me to play this over and over again. I screamed in pain until he stopped his kicking, I begged him to stop by he kept going not just to my stomach..everywhere and anywhere.

Till I could no longer remember anything and that was the very least of my problems.

TAYLOR'S POV

Adam hasn't come back in over five days to be honest I'm slightly worried about him. He hasn't texted or called to tell me where he is. I've called him a million times but he never answers

It's come to the point where I ignore the fact he's not here and go to sleep hoping that when I wake up he'll be right next to me with that smile that I miss so much. But he hasn't, and that is the most frustrating, emotionally scarring and traumatising thing to go through.

I get up from the couch and stride over to the kitchen placing my cup in the sink, as I turn on the tap my eyes are turned to the window where rain is pouring down, the dark clouds towered over the skies and sounds of roaring thunder, at this time of year this type of weather is expected, the weather clicks a button in me which tells me that something is wrong, and when something is wrong, I need to find out what it is and how to fix it.

I couldn't help but link this feeling to Adam,my stomach starts cringing giving a reluctant feeling that I hate, the feeling that comes to me when the one the I love could be in danger, but I could be getting ahead of myself.

His name on the screen of my phone relieves me a little, I answer it giving out a sigh of content that my baby just might be okay.

Taylor: Hello, babe?

"No, Miss Swift I am a registered nurse, calling from New York hospital."

My heart dropped, Adam is in New York lying in a hospital bed, I'm here in Nashville...I need to get to him. Daniella appears out from the hallway tossing her netball up in the air and catching it, then repeating, she saw the look on my face and immediately stopped rushing to my side and watching my every move very closely. I gulped and try to focus myself on what the nurse is saying, as I look at my younger sister who looks just as worried as me, I could see that she really does care, for me and the rest of the family.

Nurse: Mr Harris has been in an accident....when he got here he was in a critical state....we've managed to get him back to safety, the reason I'm calling for you is that he is currently unconscious...well I don't know what to call it, he is showing every single sign of being alive, but won't actually wake up....Calvin's sister advised me that maybe you could help.

I swallowed and tucked the hair out of my face with my other hand, never taking my eyes off Dani, her's were locked with mine as well she mouthed a "is everything okay." I nodded but I don't know why, because clearly it's not okay, it's not fine at all.

Taylor: My situation is currently in Nashville, it'll take almost five hours to be at the hospital.

Nurse: Oh no Miss Swift, no need to rush, I'm simply informing you, Mr Harris' condition is stable.

With her words I let out a sigh of relief and let my muscles relax a little from the tension they had previously been holding, I felt tears threatening to fall but I fought them away, I had to stay strong,for my little sister, who is looking at me with hurt eyes, I knew that I had to get to Adam as soon as possible, but I was already dressed in long flow gown for Austin's Graduation, I find myself trying to choose between my brother and my best friend.

Nurse: Miss....I have been informed that you might be able to help....if you are unable to get here....I could ask one of his family members...although they've all said, you're the only one who can do this for him.

Suddenly Austin strides in the living room, looking dashing in a grey suit accompanied by a red tie. His whole persona shimmers in the light peeking through the window. He'd informed me earlier that Charlie would be at the ceremony, which I was excited about because Charlie and I are really good friends, which Austin is more than relieved about, or so he said. He stands, with proud written all over his face, we're all proud of him. Our parent's are the ones to thank, and a whole lot of other people of course, but without them we wouldn't be on this planet, let alone achieving our dreams.

"Tay, Could you call Charlie...I seem to have misplaced my phone....Taylor? is everything okay?"

His voiced changed when he saw the multiple tears streaming down my face, at this point the tears were unstoppable, and Dani's head rested on my shoulder, I felt her small hand rub in circles on my back. My head fell in my hands....why Adam..why?

I pulled the phone back to my ear and intently listened to the Nurse, I heard what sounded like the heart monitor beep several times each time getting slower. I heard people yelling and steps tapping against the floor....

Nurse: Miss Swift, I have to go..I am terribly sorry, I can't say everything now..but get here FAST!

My heart dropped

Taylor: Wait miss..what happened..please tell me-

the call was ended, and I am left staring at my phone retracing what just happened, the most frustrating, hurting stabbing feeling in the world is now engulfing me into a spiral going down and down.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and embraced my ten year old sister in the tightest hug I've ever had. I kissed Dani's forehead, and swayed with her in my arms. "In your life, you'll have to make tough decisions, and no one can make them, except you." I forced my eyes shut for my tears to escape, I quickly opened them after a time span of a few short seconds. I looked at my brother, who was two years younger than me, I thought of the countless memories we had as children, where it was Adam, Austin and I against the world, or the times where I taught him how to tie his shoe laces, or we walked to school together. I adjust my eyes on my ten year old sister, and at just ten she's been through a lot, from me moving out to New York and Austin leaving Nashville, she's been alone a lot, and that wasn't the way it was for me, I always had Austin. I took a deep breath, taking in that I am the big sister of both these human beings here, I had two siblings worrying the heck for me, who love me , and a boyfriend lying in a hospital bed, fighting for his life.

The question is; which one do I choose?

Dani: Taylor..what is wrong.

A/N

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Sorry for the prolonged update it was really difficult to write this one! But thanks for being so patient and considering!!

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Daniella is Taylor's younger sister in this book. She's ten years old. I've always wondered what life for Taylor would be like if she had a young innocent child counting on her, that's why I created her character!!