Snk Various x Reader | Lemon

Chapter 31: For The Next Few Months

It was December. For the past few weeks I'd felt a bit awkward around Armin, ever since that morning incident. He just seemed so distant. I sat down beside him on my bed. He moved over, closer to the wall. I turned to him and held onto his frail shoulders. "Armin, are you upset with me or something? Did I do something wrong? It feels like you've been distancing yourself from me for a while now and that hurts me," I told him. He looked away and played with his sleeves.

"N-No... it's just that I don't want you to think I have the wrong intentions towards you, that's all."

"Wrong intentions? What do you mean?"

"W-Well, remember about a month ago in the morning, that thing happened? I just thought you might think I'm perverted and want to do inappropriate things to you so I've been trying to keep my distance," he explained. I reminded him, "Armin, I don't think you're a pervert. I told you that then and I'll tell you that again." "You told me that before I told you it felt good. After saying something that perverted I knew you'd think differently of me. I messed up in saying that and now I'm paying the consequence," he muttered. His face became red and he put his knees up, to prepare a hiding place for it.

"Well, did it?"

"Y-Yes..."

"Armin I don't care if you liked it or not. That won't change the way you look in my eyes."

"R-Really?" he whimpered, looking up at me.

"I don't think that you want to do perverted things to me because of that."

"W-Well, it's not that I don't want to because obviously I do but... crap that sounded terrible. I mean I don't but I do..." he stammered. He threw his head into his knees. The room was quiet. I could hear some snow fall off of the roof of the cabin. "Armin, it's fine if you want to try things with me. I wouldn't mind that at all. I love you, so it'd be fine. Besides, I've been open to exploring new areas of our relationship for a long time now," I comforted.

"R-Really? Can we?" he gushed with excitement. Well, maybe not excitement, but definitely curiosity. He was a curious boy and I could tell he wanted to explore the adult world. I didn't mind because so did I.

"Of course we can, just not right now. I'm too tired if I'm being honest."

"C-Can we choose a time?" he asked. "I say we should just wait for when the time is right," I suggested. I could tell he was eager, though.

"How about that upcoming expedition? We're going up to those beautiful cabins on a mountain. We could share a room and... you know..."

He trailed off into silence, not wanting to add any unnecessary commentary.

"Well, sure. I'd be good with that as long as we're both in the mood for it then. Just please, promise me that it won't change anything between us. I still want to be close to you. So don't be so distant, okay?"

"I promise."

I tucked his hair behind his ear.

"Hey, can I put your hair up? I think it'll look good on you."

He nodded. He smiled and then turned around, sitting crossed legged. I got my brush and elastic band. I ran my brush through his tangled blond locks and gathered it all up in my hand. I tied it up with the elastic and there, it was done. "Turn around, I wanna see," I demanded. He turned around and looked at me. His bangs and a bit of excess hair hung in his face. It didn't all fit into the elastic but he still looked cute. "Armin, I think this is a good look for you," I told him.

"R-Really? You think so?"

"I know so. "

I sat on his lap and wrapped my legs around his waist. He looked at me with his gorgeous blue eyes. "Y/N, can I kiss you?" he asked. "Yes. There's no need to ask," I reminded him. He directed his lips onto mine and paused before proceeding to move his tongue into my mouth. He was gentle, making sure he wasn't doing anything to upset me. I appreciated his caring efforts. His hot lips molded smoothly into mine as the kiss got more and more passionate.

I didn't bother putting in too much effort. I figured letting him be in charge for once would be a good confidence booster. Once he released the kiss, he looked at me and put his hands around my waist. There was a single thin thread of salvia between the two of us. It snapped and each of us got a little bit of it on our chins. I could feel his groin getting hot and growing.

"Y/N, I can't wait to be intimate with you."

I snickered.

"What?"

"You're so cute. Most guys I know wouldn't say that. That's why it's nice to hear. Especially from your lips."

He blushed and looked away, but I redirected his attention to myself. I told him I loved him and he told me he loved me too. Unfortunately, that was one of the last times we'd be saying that for a while.

In a few weeks' time, we'd gotten ready for the expedition. In the time Armin and I had after that conversation, he'd thought up every scenario of what could happen between both of us. Different tactics he could use on me. He wanted to be the dominant person, during the time given. At least that's what he thought. It was frustrating. He wanted it to be just right. He wanted to make me feel good without coming off like a total pervert. I tapped on his shoulder and he quickly turned around. "Aren't you suppose to be packing the food?" I asked him playfully. At the end of this week, Armin, the other trainees, and I were going on a practice expedition with the Military Police. Today was packing day. "Y-Yeah sorry. I just have a lot going on in my mind. Not really focused," he insisted.

"Hmm? Maybe something about an event coming soon?" I pressed.

"Please don't embarrass me. I don't want to talk about that in front of everyone."

All of the sudden, we were interrupted by Jean yelling at us to shut up and pack. He was so rude. I stuck my middle finger up at him and Armin swatted my hand down, getting mad at me. I told him that I was mad Jean was being a dick and he told me I had 'issues with profanity and anger' and that I was starting to act like Eren. Bullshit, but whatever. The conversation moved on.

"Well anyway, don't worry about later this week. We'll take things as slowly as you want or not at all, okay?"

"Sure, thank you."

I finished my part of the packing, so I decided to leave. I skipped away and smiled back at him. He smiled at me, in return. I couldn't wait to see whatever surprises were in store for us, during that expedition. Little did I know, the expedition would end in a major roadblock in our relationship.