Snk Various x Reader | Lemon

Chapter 40: A New Rose Blossoms

I sat there trying to comfort Levi. He nuzzled up close to me and I wrapped an arm around his back. I'd never seen this side of him before, nor did I think that anybody else had. I didn't know it even existed. He explained how he never had the chance to grow up properly and that he lived in an underground district. He had two friends that were brutally killed during an expedition and he desperately wanted to leave the Survey Corps but he couldn't. Levi just wanted to start a new life and leave his harsh reputation behind, but he couldn't. " Are you gonna laugh yet, because I let my guard down for you? Who are you going to tell first? Hanji? Erwin? Maybe Petra since the two of you seem so friendly," he hissed. "I'm not going to make fun of you or tell anyone. I wouldn't tell anyone about this because it's our business. Additionally, I promised I wouldn't and I'm going to keep my word," I told him. I meant it. I just wanted him to trust me. The poor guy seemed lonely and needed a friend to lean on. I wanted to be that friend for him. 

"You're joking right?"

"No, of course not," I insisted. "You're really trying to convince me that you're loyal, that you're what they say friends are supposed to be," he growled. I giggled, "I guess you could put it that way." His mind was racing. Nobody cared about him. This couldn't be real. 

"I-I..."

He faded off into silence. Levi felt like he could trust someone for the first time in years. Fuck it, he thought as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I was surprised by his sudden act of affection. "Levi," I squealed. "Just shut up and hug me," he demanded. I submitted to his request. I wrapped my arms around his torso. He was so warm. Honestly, he was a really good hugger. I enjoyed our long, cozy embrace, and eventually, both of us fell asleep. 

A few hours had passed since Levi and I fell asleep in each other's arms. Erwin walked down the hall and made a turn. He couldn't get through the hall, due to the huge pile of furniture Hanji had used as a barricade. "Erwin, don't touch it!" Hanji yelled. Erwin had expected this to have all been over by now. He was frustrated. Erwin ignored Hanji's demands and moved some of the furniture out of the way, creating a path for himself. "What's happened so far? Is he being stubborn?" he asked. "I'm not sure, they've been silent for hours now," Hanji explained. They removed all of the furniture from the doorway and opened the door. Baffled, they watched Levi and I sleeping peacefully in each other's embrace. Erwin could almost feel his cheeks reddening.

"Hanji, you're out of your damn mind," he ranted as he walked out, slamming the door closed behind him. Levi and I woke up. "Hanji, how many times have I told you not to drug Levi?" we heard Erwin yell from down the hall. Levi groaned and I looked over at him. "What?" he mumbled, not understanding what was going on around us. He asked me what time it was. Of course, they didn't have a clock in my room, so I couldn't give him an exact response. "I don't know, I'll go check," I told him. Just as I began to get up, his tight grasp on my waist stopped me. I looked back down at him. He knew we had chemistry, so he figured he'd test his limits. 

"How about I sleep here tonight. The others don't have to know about it," he suggested. I was surprised by how bold and straightforward he was, but it turned me on. 

"S-Sure, that's fine with me. I just need to get up right now, could you let go?" 

He let go and sat back, looking at the other side of the room. I got up and walked out the door. "You better not take that the wrong way, you brat!" he yelled from my room. That was the Levi we all knew. "I won't, captain!" I hollered back playfully. I walked down a few hallways, making my way to the main living room. Pretty much everyone was there, except for Mike. I sat down at the wooden table beside Erwin. He didn't make any eye contact with me. In fact, he got up and moved to the other side of the table. I wondered what his problem was. I knew it definitely had something to do with him walking in on me and Levi. 

Later that night, we all got ready for bed, as per usual. Tonight was different, though. After everyone went to bed, Levi snuck into my room. We slept together in my bed. Levi got up once, just to go out for a bathroom break. He'd remained in my room since Hanji first forced him in there, excluding his pee break. He even missed dinner, claiming he wasn't even hungry. I walked into my room and closed the door. He lay in the exact same spot that I had left him in. "Are you gonna hurry up and get in bed or not?" he snapped. I didn't like this side of him and I wasn't planning on tolerating it. 

"Okay, if you're going to be like that then leave now. I thought the whole point of us spending more time together was so you could be more genuine around me. I don't like this side of you. You're just being rude," I countered. I could tell he felt bad. He turned away from me. "F-Fine, I'm sorry," he apologized. I felt bad for being so harsh, but he needed it. "It's okay," I replied while getting underneath the covers, beside him. I wasn't sure what to do. I turned over and blew out the lantern. The room got dark quickly. The only light was the moonlight peering through a crack in the boarded window. Neither of us lay down. We sat quietly beside each other breathing in sync. I looked over at his dark shadow. "Levi?" I called out through the darkness. 

All of a sudden, Levi grabbed my cheeks and quickly pulled me in for a kiss. My lips molded to his plush warm lips. I let go for a breather before he spoke. "Thoughts?" he asked nervously. He was being brave, making moves on a girl he barely knew, but he felt like it was right. "I think you're a great kisser," I chuckled. "Wanna try it again?" he responded huskily. It turned me on when he talked to me like that. As much as I loved being the dominant one in a relationship, it felt equally as good to be submissive sometimes. "Yes," I told him. 

He pulled me in for another kiss but this time it was sloppier. Our mouths moved, molding to each other in unison. He explored my wet caverns with his warm tongue. I was enjoying myself, hoping he was enjoying it too. He let go of the kiss and took off my shirt, throwing it to the ground. I started unbuttoning his blouse while he ran his soft hands up and down my body. It felt so good to be touched in that way. I couldn't remember the last time I'd felt human touch like that. As I finally finished with his shirt, I yanked it off of his body impatiently and threw it on the floor. Even being the clean freak he was, he didn't mind that. I couldn't believe this was actually happening. Was my first time really going to be with a man twice my age? Could this be my new lover, or was he just another fling?