Love Game (Raura)

Chapter 43: Scared

//Haunted by Taylor Swift//

Laura's POV:

It's about 2am and I'm still here awake,confused and just lost.

Thoughts jumble into my trying to elaborate and organize everything. I feel like I could just blow up,my mind would blow.

I try to snuggle myself in my bed. I try to hide from the world in my covers because right now I don't even know how to speak for myself.

I begin to fall asleep until but I hear a loud clacking on my window. I see rocks landing on it as if it were triggering me to go there.

I get out of the comfort of my bed and towards my balconies window, there I begin to here screams.

"LAURA , LAURA!!! I KNOW YOURE AWAKE!!" A familiar voice speaks.

Well he's lucking that I am awake, you don't just come into a girls house at 2 am unless he wants to get beat up.

I rub my eyes a bit as I go out side my balcony.

My eyes widen

"WHATRE YOU DOING HERE ROSS?" I say in complete and utter confusion. "We need to talk!" He says.

I stay for a few more seconds as I look away. "Theirs nothing to talk about" I blankly shot.

"well then I have no choice but to come up!" He says mischievously.

I shake my head a run back into my room as I lock the balconies sliding doors.

I see Ross quickly climbing up the tree. He looked so determined just to see me. Can't he just leave me alone God dammit why can't he understand I just need some time to think.

I hear his footsteps land on my balcony.

He started knocking the door while pleading me to let him in.

"Laura please..." Ross cried out.

I couldn't take it anymore I'm not always as brought up strong as I say I am.

I feel like a lost little girl.

I go over and open the sliding door.

"Lau-"

"What could you possibly want now?" I interrupt him.

"Hey could you just hear me out for a bit?" He exclaims. "Let's see what you have been dying to tell me" I sarcastically remarked.

"Laura I made a mistake, I was so stupid, do un sure I was carried away and I forgot what was really important to me. I AM A FUCKING MESS. IM GOING INSANE. I DONT WHAT TO SAY BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT IM HAPPY TO BE WITH YOU. LAURA I-I LO-"

"Hold it right there!" I burst as I tears fall down my eyes.

"You think you're the only one going insane? Ha Ross you're wrong. I gave you something and that was my trust and all you do is bullshit me as leave me breathless. IM FUCKING SCARED,SCARED OF WHAT YOUR DOING TO ME,SCARED THAT BELIEVING YOU AGAIN WOULD COST LOOSING MYSELF AGAIN..." I take a deep breath "Scared at the fact that I'm in love with you" I continue.

He grabs a grip of my hand and looks me in the eye as tears start falling in place.

"Laur-" I interrupt him again

"I just need time...I just want you to...LEAVE ME ALONE"

I run back into my room and lock the door.

I cry in my pillow as I see Ross' shadow fading away.

I would crawl in his arms in a heartbeat but I'm to scared that he'll break me in a heart beat.

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