My Story

Chapter Thirty- Five

I felt like I couldn't breathe. Like air was going in but felt so unnormal. I jolted up from laying down. I looked to my left and Sebastien wasn't there the time on his clock said 1:30 A.M. Oh my gosh. this was horrible. I grabbed the blanket and pulled it over me again before laying back down. I grabbed one of his black accent pillows and held it as I was trying to fall back asleep, but I couldn't. I got up and gosh this room was cold that blanket was so warm. I still had the little pillow in my hand while I was walking to my room he let me stay in. I turned on the light and went to my bag and pulled out my laptop. A thought popped into my mind and I started writing. I heard the floor boards creek and I looked up from my laptop.
"Hello?"
"Hey are you gonna stay in here?" Sebastien asked.
"Yeah, I'm gonna write for a bit." I said and watched him walk over to the bed and lay down beside me. "Umm Sebastien, you know that I'm like 7 years younger than you?"
"Yeah." he said and put his arm on me.
"That doesn't bother you?"
"Not at all. Should it bother me?"
"So if people talk about us..." I got cut of.
"It's not gonna bother me at all okay, if it bothers you, you just let me know, okay?"
"Okay. I'm just saying cause I'm 16 and you are 23." I said with a little smile on my face still typing on my keyboard.
"I'm okay." He said sounding sleepy.

I grabbed his hand and brought it up to my face and kissed it. I looked over at him to see him looking at me with a smile.
"Why are you smiling at me?" I asked.
"Because you kissed my hand."
I looked back over to my screen and continued typing.
"I have a question." Sebastien said.
"And what is that?" I still continued typing to why reasoning is too great to be true.
"Have you ever had sex with someone.?"
I continued typing ignoring his question, he didn't need to know the answer to that. It wasn't consensual.
"Mirana?"
I wiped a tear off my face that I didn't know that had fallen.
"I don't want to answer that."
"Why did Ezra hurt you?" I shook my head. "What happened?"
"Seb, please." I whimpered.
"No, Baby tell me what's wrong." he sat up and faced me.
"Seb."
"Baby come here." He grabbed my laptop off of my lap and pulled me into him. "Baby please tell me what's wrong. I wanna be here for you."
I just cried into him as he held me. He kissed the top of my head. He rubbed my back slowly.
"It's okay Baby, You're gonna be okay. I'm sorry I even asked that question."
I shook my head. "It's okay. Seb listen.."
"You don't have to Baby, you don't have to."
"Listen okay?" I looked up at him. "I was raped by my dad when I was younger."
"Baby, you didn't have to." His low deep voice said. "I'm sorry that happened to you." he pulled me on his lap and just held me.
He grabbed my laptop and saved my work. He closed it and set it aside for me. My head rested on his chest and fell asleep.

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Sebastien's POV

I saw Mirana asleep on me once I shut her laptop down. I slowly got her off me and got up from the bed and walked to my room. i moved my comforter around so that I can put her in my bed. I walked back to hers and picked her up I'm not lying when I tell you she's light. I put her down in my bed, covered her and laid right beside her. I saw her eyes open and she turned towards me. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her into me. She let out a little sigh before wrapping her arm around me and by my guess I think she went back to sleep.

"I'm not gonna let anything happen to you." I whispered and kissed the top of her head.