My Story

Chapter Thirty-Two

"No life is gonna get better."
"Are you trying to tell me that my life isn't good now Anuel?"
"That is not how I would put it no. I thought that maybe..."
"That maybe me and Ezra were going to be on a good term together?"
"Yes kinda."
" I think he has his own personal path and I have mine. He needs stable women that have the daddy issues so that he could get sex from them or anything else from them. I am too damaged and need protection, I need to be loved in order to do anything else with my life, but that will take a life time for me."
"You know you don't say." Ezra said from behind me.
We haven't talked in so long it's been three weeks.
"I'm sorry Ezra." I said feeling stupid.
"No it's fine in our reality it's true."
He kind of sounds like he's serious. Truth or not he hates me now and wants nothing to do with me. Which is fine but I can't believe this happened so quickly. Before three weeks ago we had lovely times together they were really great. Now time has changed and he decided. He definitely decided that he would be better without me in his life. Although he has to see me everyday I'm not proud of it. I still have my best friend and his girlfriend. Not good to third party in the life like this but it's okay I'll be fine.
Wish I didn't have to join them on their fun and let them have their own dates everyday.

I was running behind Anuel and for some reason I bumped into Ezra. EYE ROLL!!!! He grabbed on to me so I wouldn't fall on the ground, but my face was so close to his and my heart was starting to beat faster. Oh no. Please don't kiss me. No! His eyes moved to my lips. Ezra no we are in school. Maybe I should thank him and he'll let me go. I tried pushing off of him but he held onto me tighter.
"Ezra let me go." I said struggling to break free.
I looked around and everyone in the halls were looking at us. I felt embarrassed. I really wanted him to let me go.
I looked back over at him and yes he kissed me. Did I kiss back? No. I couldn't there was nothing for me to do here. He wanted this and I wanted nothing to do with it. You could hear everyone shocked and I didn't like it.

"Ezra what the fuck?" Anuel said.
Ezra let me go, " what?"
"Really you kiss her?"
" I saw my moment and I took it."
"You are not right bro, what about that girl?" Evelyn came to get me so I'm away from Ezra.
"What girl?"
"The girl you are always walking with. I see you all the time."
"Yeah, that girl is me." We all looked over and saw a girl who made me think she could be a young Megan fox but uglier than her.
"Who are you?" Anuel asked.
"Well I was supposed to be his girlfriend, but I didn't know my baby was into the broken kind." She made a pitted face. "Why kiss her Ezra, when you could kiss me ? I don't get it."
"So you two are actually a thing?" Anuel asked kinda shocked.
"Yes we are we've been together for four weeks now."

I just wanted to run away she was just hardcore starring me down. I couldn't help it but hold onto Evelyn.
"Anuel let's just go." Evelyn said.
"Ezra I hope you enjoy her and I hope you can keep him away from us." Anuel said to the girl. He started walking towards us then Ezra grabbed his shoulder.
"Bro I still like her."
"BULLSHIT ! You can't fucking like her okay I'll make sure you're never near Mirana again man. You're just pathetic." Anuel waved him off and walked towards us.
"Fine someone else to take you home."

Anuel didn't answer him we walked in the hallway everyone's eyes on us. I was completely embarrassed. I still wanted to run away. I wanted to hide from everyone, they all saw Ezra kiss me. I walked into the girls restroom and ran into one of the stalls. I threw up in the toilet I even got some on the seat.
"Oh my god Mirana are you okay."
I shook my head and threw up more. "I want to go home." I cried.
"Okay I'll tell Anuel."
"No I mean my home. I don't want to go back to the manor." I got out of the stall and washed up all the throw up that was on the side of my mouth. "Imma go." I said and took off.
I walked to one of the doors to go outside. I sat down on a bench, pulled my phone out and put my hoodie over my head. I heard arguing going on around the corner. I tried not to listen but I heard Ezra's voice.
Ugh more of him today.
"No babe you're supposed to be all about me! What does she have that I don't? Huh? I have everything! She has nothing. She's just a quiet little girl that does nothing but get good grades. She comes to school wearing so much clothes or hide things on herself and draws really creepy things."
"Yeah I know she's been through a lot in her life! Hmm Vero I like you a lot but I also like her I just don't know."
"You don't know? She's just broken I am too but I'm get the better girl out of me and her!"
"Vero....."
"No." She started crying. "Who do you want Ezra please?"
I walked over to the corner of the building to see what was happening."
"Vero you are mine okay. She is I don't know. But you are here you are mine we're together."
"But you always go to her!"
"From now on I promise I won't." Ezra said and grabbed her hands.

I hope he does promise that. I started walking towards the sidewalk and started walking home.
"Mirana where the fuck are you going?"
How the fuck does he know it's me.
I ignored him and kept walking. I just wanted to go home and get away from him. I put in my ear buds and put on some music. This is gonna be a long walk in the cold.