My Story

Chapter Thirty-One

"Sir I was nearly close to getting her. There's so much men protecting her."
"Yes cause she's like her mother. Poor slut will have kids soon with all this dick she's been getting."
"Sir, I..."
"Fired. You're done can't do a simple fucking job. You get caught and put in here! Are you kidding me! Tomorrow my guy is gonna get this job done I hope your family wants nothing to do with you now. Pathetic."

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"Hey Mirana are you okay." I woke up and it was bright. I opened my eyes more and saw that I was now in my room, but why am I at the manor? I looked to the right to see Ezra looking really worried.
"Hey, hey. Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." I said my voice sounded horrible. Oh my god.
"Mirana do you remember anything that happened." Sébastien said.
"Oh like you care! You almost let her get taken away! Who knows where he could've taken her."
"Ezra, I don't want to fight with you right now."
"Why are you even here?"
"Because I want to know if she's okay. I don't know what he drugged her with!"
"Aye! The both of you! Mirana isn't going to get better with the two of you arguing in front of her!" Anuel yelled. "So Mirana do you know what happened? Or even remember anything."
"I just remember someone grabbing me and I felt like I was gonna die." I said and cried. I put my hands over my face and Ezra came and hugged me.
"It's gonna be okay Mirana. Nothing will happen to you now." He said.
All the sudden anger grew inside me. I pushed him off of me.
"Okay? It's gonna be okay? Ezra nothing is okay. I got attacked at school. I got attacked having lunch with Sébastien and his friends! Nothing will happen to me now because I'm not out in public they can't fucking get me in here." I cried even more. " I can't even see you either cause anytime and every time I think of you it's just pointless!"
"What do you mean?" He asked with a curious look."
I laughed a bit. "Because I saw something Friday that I shouldn't have!"
"What did you see Friday?" He said not looking worried at all. He didn't even look like he knew what i was talking about.
"I saw you cuddled up with some girl watching a horrible play. You two looked really comfortable." I said and looked at Anuel.
"What are you even talking about?" He asked still in the act of not knowing what I'm talking about.
"Ezra I'm not going to repeat myself." I stared into his eyes.
"That never happened though." He chuckled.
His eyes had lies in them. I shook my head.
"Just leave Ezra." I said
"Wow, really you didn't even see anything."
"Leave please. You don't need to be in here." I said looking away for a second. He didn't even look hurt he just walked out. "Can I go back to bed?"
"Yeah of course." Sébastien said.
"You gonna be okay Mirana?" Anuel asked.
"Yes I'll be fine i just want to sleep again."

   Anuel left me in my room alone with Sébastien. I just turned over and covered my whole body with my blanket.
"Mirana I really hope you are okay and that man didn't hurt you." Sébastien said.
"Hey no, I'm okay my leg just hurts a bit from where he stuck that needle into me that's it."
"Alright. Well I'll let you sleep." He said and started walking out of my room.
The only things I want right now is to stay away from all of this. And I want to know why Ezra would do this to me I know I'm not the best for him but why would he do something like this to me. He could've came up to me to tell me hey sorry but I can't do this with you right now. No he had to do what any guy would do best and just hope he never gets caught or whatever it is.
Ugh why does this have to happen to me. I'm not meant for either Ezra or Sébastien. Ezra does need something I can't do for him and needs someone who is up for that. Sébastien is not my age he's 23 no where near my age I'm 16 he has his life and I'm in school. All this will never work for me. I'd rather be getting abused till I die at this point.

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   I don't know how long I was sleeping for but I woke up and heard a bit of arguing outside my door.
"Ezra I don't know why you are yelling at me! I told you, she didn't want to be left alone at my damn house, so I told her she can come with me."
"Bullshit!"
"Ezra even if she didn't come with me, she probably would be gone!"
"How would you know that?"
"Think about it the man couldn't have known we'd gone there. Look at it this way when she almost got taken the first time it was after school, right?"
"Yeah. It was."
"Okay so he must have been waiting the for her to take her. Now see it this way. He found her at the restaurant,right."
"I mean yeah... ....what are you trying to say?"
"That he's following her. Ezra he knew she was there which meant he knew she was at my house. Meaning dumbass he probably knows she's been here this entire time he can't get in here where would he come from? If I left her at my house, windows, the doors, anything could've happened. If I left her there she would be gone right now. He would have found a way in for her!"
"How do you just come up with these dumbass theories? You probably helped him find her."
"Yes I helped the guy get her man, Ezra I went to go beat the shit out of him. He's locked up now because of what I did for her! Be fucking happy! Be fucking grateful for once in your life!"
"I am. The things that I'm not grateful for is the things I do to her."
I heard Ezra start crying.
"What did you do to her Ezra?"
"I think I lied to her about liking her, well of course I like her she's beautiful and kind. I'm not like that I need things Sébastien. I'm the dirtiest person here apart from my dad!"
"Ezra you know people can help you with that? You don't need to do that alone."
"Sébastien, I didn't have my mother here for me and I'm a horny mess.  J'ai I'impression d'avoir besoin de sexy pour me sentir mieux."
(I feel like I need to have sex to feel better.)
"Ezra that's fine you'll be okay. You just need help."
"I'm never gonna get that help.."
Ezra just cried more and more I don't know if Sébastien was hugging him or what but hearing this was making me upset.
"Anuel come help me!" Sébastien yelled out.
"What happened?"
I got up from my bed and started walking to my door I have no idea what was going on out there but I was scared to open the door.
I breathe out and opened the door what I saw made my eyes water. Ezra was sobbing into Sébastien's shoulder. I walked over to him and hugged him.
"Oh no Mirana I'm sorry for waking you up."
"I heard a yell and it woke me up, it's okay."

I feel bad for Ezra his crying hurts me but at this moment I don't think I could be with him.....