My Story

Chapter Forty-Seven

Sébastien wasn't in bed with me when I woke up. I was kinda sad but it was okay. I didn't really want to bother him today. Just because what happened last night. I turned on his tv and just put some random recommended show on and just let it play.
I wasn't really watching it.
I just really wanted to go back to sleep.
Then Sébastien came rushing in.
"Baby!!!"
I covered myself with the blanket, "no I'm sleeping."
"You are not."
"Yes I am. I'm just talking to you while I'm dreaming." I said smiling even though he couldn't see me.
"Oh I see. You're just sleep talking." He laughed at the end.
I sat up. "I am not." I pouted.
"See you weren't sleeping." He smiled laying next to me.
"What we're you doing?"
"Oh I sent my car in to get fixed up. They came and picked it up." He said pulling me towards him.
"What kind of car is that?" I asked turning to face him.
"A challenger." He said looking up at me.
"Why is it so loud?"
"The engine. It's not the regular challengers you see driving places."
I nodded and laid on my side facing him.
"What?" He asked.
"Nothing." I said smiling.
"No it's something."
"Oh it's definitely nothing." I said giggling.
"Baby."
"Sebby." He glared at me and I went quite.
"What is it?" He asked again.
"It's nothing I just wanna look at you."
"You just want to look at me?"
"Yes. Is that a problem?"
"Not at all. Only if I get to kiss you though."
My eyes widened.
"Sébastien."
"So I can?" I nodded my head and he leaned into me.
"Mm, I don't want to anymore." He said and got off the bed. He walked out the door and all I could do was literally just be shocked that he did that to me.
This made me feel so much worse than waking up and him not being there beside me. I rolled over to the other side of the bed and cried. I really did want him to kiss me I honestly miss his lips on mine. I just hid under the covers and hugged the pillow I was crying into.
This was the worst pain ever apart from being abused.
I didn't know this pain was something I'd ever be able to feel.
Ugh that was so rude of him. I just stayed there if he comes back I'm just going to go to my room.

Sébastien's POV

I walked back into my room and I didn't see Mirana. I walked to her room hoping she would be in there but she wasn't. I pulled out my phone and called her. The ringing was coming from my room. I walked back over, got to my bed and started looking for it. Once I found it I was very confused. I wanted to know why it was in my room and not with her. I sat on my bed and to the left of me I saw movement. I moved the covers to see my baby sleeping into my pillow. She's so beautiful when she sleeps. Her black hair was all over the place some on her face, Above her head flared out it kind of made her look funny. She was so beautiful. She is beautiful. She's mine and all I want to do was make her happy.
I laid next to her and wrapped my arms around her waist.
She pushed herself closer to me, pulling my pillow with her.
I sighed and moved my lower half away from her, but she moved herself towards me again.
I laid there hoping it will just go away.
I only laid there for a minute before I got up and walked to the bathroom.
Gosh, being a dude is so hard when you're around a girl that you just adore. I heard a light knock on the door.
"Yes." I said.
"Why did you leave me again?" Mirana said, sounding very emotional.
I forget she was only loved by one parent and not both. I signed dragging my hand down my face, as I turned my head and looked at the door seeing the doorknob trying to turn.
"Sébastien, why did you lock it?"
"Baby, I'm sorry. I really can't come out right now."
"Why not." She cried. I could hear her sobbing.
"Baby, I have a problem that I don't want you to see and you caused this, so just give me a minute."
"No I don't want to. Come out."
"Mirana, I can't."
"What's wrong that you have to lock yourself in there." I heard a bang on the door and small cries.
I took a deep breath in and opened the door.
"Aww baby." She looked up at me and held up her arms. I picked her up and sat her on my bed.
"Babe you have to let go of me."
She shook her head.
"Mirana you're not helping me at all." I yelled at her. She pulled me on top of her and....
"What is poking me?"
"I'm sorry baby." I said.
"No it's not." She said looking into my eyes.
"Yes it is. That's why I needed a minute."

I saw tears form in her eyes as she looked away from me.
"Baby, you know I would never do anything like that to you." I said getting off of her and pulled her to me. She pushed away from me and I could see her shaking.
"Baby. Hey, look at me..."
"I can't." She whispered.
"Okay, listen you know that I would never in my life do something you weren't up for. I don't want to hurt you. I just want you happy, I want you to be able to trust me. Baby, you sleep with me this happens all the time. Your ass rubs on me every night, not once have I ever done anything." I said to her.