My Story

Chapter Forty

Once we got to his house I went to his gaming office and pulled up the story. I hated this story. I don't get what everyone loved about it it wasn't about love.
"Mirana this is actually really good."
"How I don't understand?"
"Baby listen you literally wrote it as if this were a love story. The two of them moving in motion together in the story makes perfect sense to why everyone loves it so much."
"Seb the story is not to be read like that." I cried
"Why not Baby, what's wrong?"
"That story is about what happened with my dad and what he did to me."
"Wait what?" Seb asked very surprised by what I said. He turned back to the screen and started reading again.
"Mirana there is no way this is about you and your dad."
"Well it is." I said.
"Do you even remember how you wrote this?" He moved me to sit on his lap.
I looked at the screen and began reading. There was no way I wrote this story this way. I did write it as if I were writing a love story. I started tearing up. The amount of lust these two characters felt for each other it felt real to me. I did not intend for it to come out this way. If the publishers think that's good I'm going to need to change the whole way of the book if I ever do decide to publish it.
"This is not how I remembered writing it. It wasn't supposed to be this intimate. I didn't even write it as a rape. I actually wrote it as a fucking love story. How did I manage to do that?"
"Baby, I don't know."
"Seb the publishers loved it. This is a piece of my work that is genuinely good one that my teacher actually enjoyed."
"I get it, but are you going to rewrite this?"
"I don't know, but I can't think about this now. I'm a freshman in high school. Not even a junior or senior."
"Well when you get there you'll be able to take your teachers college class for creative writing."
"Yeah I know, but if I do take her class I'm scared that I'm gonna have to write this book and practice writing for it."
"You could always pitch in a new idea or rewrite that chapter to what you really wanted it to be."
"I could, but it's not that simple." I looked at Sebastien. He pulled me into him and just held me.
"You'll think of something." He kissed the top of my head. "I'm gonna go get some left over pizza you want any?"
"Of course I do."
"Okay lets go." Seb said and picked me up running to the kitchen. He sat me on the counter and got all the pizza boxes out. "Which ones you want?"
"All of them." I said with a big smile on my face.
"All of them? You're crazy."
"I don't think I am." I said crossing my arms. I watched as he put all the pizza on the plate.
"You are not going to eat all six pizzas."
"Yes I am. Watch me."

He placed the plate in the microwave and started heating it up. The room was slowly starting to smell like pizza. I got off the counter and walked over to the microwave to watch my pizza. The second the microwave beeped I opened it and took out the pizza. I looked over at Seb who was getting his pizza. I started walking away from the kitchen and to the living room.
"Why you going to leave me in this kitchen, alone.?"
"I don't know. Just so I can eat my pizza." I looked over at Seb and grabbed the remote off the table to turn the TV on. I flipped all through Netflix to find something and felt lost. A major varieties of movies that I didn't know which genre to choose from. A nice time to be me at the moment.
"Hey Seb what do you feel like watching?"
"Anything."
"Well same but the variety of choices on here is hurting my brain."
"Give me a sec." He said than walked over with his plate of pizza.
"Alright lets see." He scrolled through the movies to try and find something.
"Scary or comedy?"
"Umm, scary."
He went into the horror section and I grabbed one of my pizzas and took a bite of it.
"Girl you can't wait till I find a movie?"
"Nope, I'm hungry. " I said taking another bite. Sebastien looked down at me with my pizza shoved in my mouth.
"You are so fucking adorable."
"No I'm not!" I angrily spoke.
"You are though." He smiled and put on the Texas Chainsaw Massacre.
"How am I adorable?"

"You just are. There are a lot of things you do that I find adorable, just like when you shoved some of your pizza in your mouth." He leaned back on the couch with his plate in his lap.
"Which one is this? I've never seen this one before."
"It's the new one that came out this year, so I wanna watch it and you are here; makes it even better."
"Just by me being here?"
"Of course, everything is better with you."

I could feel myself blushing and I looked at the TV looking away from Seb. i grabbed another slice of pizza and put it in my mouth. I felt myself smile. Why does he make me feel these things I hate it.
During the beginning of the movie I ate some of my pizza and also ignored Seb over there in the corner. As I was watching the movie I had to cover part of my face with my blanket, thirty minutes into the movie and it get very intense and the guy was making me scared. Everything seemed to be happening so fast in this movie. I looked over at Sebastien who was already asleep. Asleep?! Is this guy really asleep making me watch a scary movie by myself. I was wrapped up in my blanket with it around me and over my head. My knees were brought up to my chest and I was ready to cover my eyes at any moment when something scary came on. I saw Seb moving in the corner of my eye. Oh geez. I covered my eyes from the movie because I couldn't watch it at the moment. I can just hear things that were going on in the movie and I don't like it. I crawled over to Sebastien and put my head on his back I hate this movie why did it have to be this one.
"Baby, are you okay." Seb said not moving.
"Yeah."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes." I got up so that he could turn around. He sat up and then patted the space between his legs. I got up with my two blankets and then sat. He took one of my blankets so that I'm left with just one. I wrapped myself in one and then Seb put the other one over the both of us And we continued watching the movie. I covered my face in Sebs chest.
"Baby, it's just a movie."
"No it's not." Seb laughed and held me tightly. "Can I sleep with you tonight?"
"Of course Baby you don't even have to ask me." He kissed the top of my head.
"Okay lets go." I said not moving from my spot. He picked me up and took me to his room throwing me on his bed. "Why would you do that to me?"
"I felt like it." He had a smirk on his face.
"I could've died."
"No you couldn't have."
I pouted at him and crossed my arms.
I watched as he took his shirt and pants of and my body started to tense up. He moved the comforter so that he could lay in bed.
"Well don't just lay on it get under." He let out a little laugh. I got under the blanket and faced away from Seb. I felt him moving behind me and then his arm wrapped around me. He pulled me into him and I could feel him. Not just his body but his member. I wish I could go to my room.