My Story

Chapter Thirteen

"Umm do you go by a shorter name or something, Emmanuel?"
"You can call me Anuel, my butler get to call me Manuel and the cooks too. So you can call me Anuel. If you want."
"Um sure."

He was pulling me to the lunch room so we could eat something together.
We both got a pizza and some cheese sticks. I got water he got a soda. Grape. This boy got grape !!!
"You sir could just be drinking water you know." I said and he just shrugged it off.

We sat at a table outside and started eating.
Anuel's head jerked up to the table across. I looked over and saw Ezra with Ashley. They sat down so close to each other it literally looked like she was sitting on him. Ezra gave her a kiss on the lips and me being me and judgy you know. I wouldn't think this girl would be like that all in public. She smiles and kissed him more like wow. Ashley isn't as innocent as she looks.
"Damn my bother is gonna end up inside her." Anuel said.
"Umm I think it's more she is gonna put it in herself." I said my brow raised.
"Yeah let's not think about this right now. Eww."
I laughed at Anuel and there was a funny expression on his face. Looked like he was ready to puke all over his food.

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Back home I was against a wall with my dads hand around my neck. Tight but not tight enough where I can't breathe.
"Dad what did I do?" I asked in fright. Tears falling down my face.
"You know what you did I don't have to continuously tell you!" He yelled in my ear. His face turning an almost dark shade of pink.

Again he let's go of me. Me falling to the floor and feel so much pain around my neck.
Oh no.
I ran to the bathroom and looked at my neck. Already there was a bruise forming on the right side.
I really wish I could put an end to this.

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I always thought life was happy and full of love.
Not hate.
Not this life.
I always thought I could be a princess waiting for her prince to come save her from an unexpected creature, but in a pretent not like the real thing. As a playful gesture I guess.
I did not expect my life to actually be a princess locked up in a tower from a creature that is undefeated.
A creature the somehow keeps me around instead of locking me up for real.
I thought that you could only experience this pain I feel from books and movies, but i was wrong.
I always wondered how my life could've been when my mom was still here and my dad wasn't the creature he is today.
At times like this what I'm experiencing is something that should be dealt with right away; for me to go and see someone about this not have this escalate to what it has become.