I Did Tell You (Part 2 Requested)

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by jadesricecrispecake

by jadesricecrispecake

Summary: The aftermath of Jade collapsing during rehearsals...

Jade's POV: It's been about 20 minutes since I woke up and I'm only now realising how fucking stupid I am for not listening to Y/N. If I had listened to my body crying out for help, maybe I wouldn't currently be in this hospital being attended to by nurses.
"Miss Thirlwall, I didn't want to see you back so early, I told you that you should be resting and look where we are now." Dr. Matthews tells me, he's the one who diagnosed me with this stupid case of the flu last week. He sighs at me, flicking through a clipboard with a really frustrated expression on his face but I don't really blame him.

A couple minutes later, Y/N is allowed into my room finally but I straight-up refuse to look at him as I'm just filled to the brim with guilt, embarrassment and responsible for my actions.
"Sweetheart, I'm glad that you're okay." My boyfriend tells me, rubbing my hand in a comforting way. I can just sense his face dropping when seeing my negative expression. "Are you doing okay, my love?"
"I just feel stupid for what I've done, why didn't I listen to what you and the doctor told me?" I ask him, rhetorically whilst slowly turning my head to look at him. "It's all because I'm pathetic and full of denial about my damaged health"
"No, sweetheart, no..." He responds in a very soft and comforting tone, grabbing my hand. "Don't say those lies about yourself, you are perfect in every way to me. I understand what you are going through, there's always this expectation for you to be on top of your game on tour... but, my love, you desperately need to let your body fix itself, you can't overwork yourself or things like this will happen."
"I'm sorry, baby. I just don't want to let my fans down, they pay with their hard-earnt money, they don't want to see their favourite singer under-performing." I apologise, sighing.
"It's over now, you need to come home and rest." My boyfriend explains, wiping the tear rolling down my cheek. "Let me take care of you, honey. It's my job to do that because your health is one of the biggest priorities for me."

Back at home: I'm currently at home, cuddling on the couch watching a Disney film with Y/N.

It's a note for next time, listen to your body and give it the rest that it needs.
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QOTD: What your favourite film genre?
Answer: I love a good comedy or a horror film but I genuinely despise sci-fi and romance (unless it's a rom-com) films