Summary: Y/N finds that Jade had been cheating on him with Jordan Stephens and confronts her about it.
Y/N's POV-
I have had my thoughts and I have my doubts about this subject matter but now I have all the evidence that I need to be finally right about my speculations that my wife had in fact been cheating on me behind my back with one of my closest friends.
It all started last week when I saw the messages on Jade's phone in the middle of the night after we had done the devil's tango and she had fallen asleep. I saw those messages from Jordan but it had seemed that Jade was less eager to be doing anything sexual with him but that had all changed now once I continued to scroll through the messages and saw the naked photos that were being shown to one another with one of them even having the sentence 'If Y/N wasn't in my life, I would definitely be with you Jordan' right there and then which just shattered my heart into a billion pieces.
Jade was at tour rehearsals and I was at home, thinking about how I was going to be confronting her about this.
She knows that I know that she's being unfaithful and it just seems that her management are making me stay quiet about the matter around Jade or anyone that doesn't know about the affair so that I don't 'ruin' my own reputation because Jade is way more popular than I am but that won't stop me from telling my YouTube Channel....
I set up the camera, thinking through what I was going to say to the audience to reveal this secret cheating scandal as I know damn well that Jade, her management or even the other two girls could stumble upon my newest videos and then my entire life would just be ruined.
"Hey guys, I just have to get this off my chest so you can consider this video as a venting video and it may come as a shock to some of my audience." I sigh whilst greeting the camera and the audience. "I've recently found out that my wife Jade Y/L/N has been cheating on me with Jordan Stephens and I've been told to keep it a secret from our fandoms but I simply cannot hold this back anymor-..."
Suddenly, I realise what I'm doing and I sigh before deleting the footage and putting my camera on to the kitchen table, just as I see my wife rolling in with Leigh-Anne before I see the door swing open with her standing there with a smile on her face.
"Honey, I'm home!" She greets me, running up to me and swinging her arms around my neck but I just give in and oblige to the hug. "I missed you today, we got a lot done in the span of 3 hours and I feel pumped for this upcoming tour."
"That's lovely, darling." I try to hide my pain but it seems through my voice, catching Jade off-guard. "I'm really happy for you."
"Are you alright, baby? You seem off..."
"Yeah I'm fine, just dealing with a cold and sore throat." I lie to her face, not able to bring myself to tell her the truth and she seems to believe me.
"Ah, that's not good, now is it? Have you taken any medication?" I shake my head and wander into the kitchen to 'take' the paracetamol just to get her off my back.
"Baby, I can tell that there's something up and it isn't a cold..." Jade appears at the door, looking at me with full concern in her brown eyes.
"I'm fine, Jade."
"No, you are not, Y/N Y/L/N. I know when you're in a mood and this is one of those moments." She takes my hands
"Fine, there is something going on but you don't have to be worrying about it because you probably already know!" I roughly pull her hands away from me and walk upstairs with Jade following close behind.
"Y/N, please..."
Choosing to completely ignore her has just always been my approach to conflict in our relationship so these actions shouldn't be a surprise but I actually have a reason to be ignoring her for once.
I consider locking her out of the room, just like I'm going to be locking her out of my heart soon enough for what she had done to me because I'm fucking sick and tired of being forced to make everyone believe that I have no clue to what Jade has been doing behind my back.
I flop onto the bed and just lay there for what feels like hours, wondering how and why I managed to get myself stuck in this predicament where it's like I'm being forced to be living two lives for different people and silently wishing that I could just live in one of them instead.
I can either just continue to make everyone happy and never talk about this to anyone and continue to pretend to be oblivious or I could confront her right here and then but it's just my mind is fighting a war with itself with the argument about what is right and what will be the better idea for my career and reputation.
Just as my mind was about to make that crucial decision, I see her open the door and peer inside at me with her concern still across her face.
"Can we talk about what's going on with you please?" She folds her arms, I bite my tongue at one of the best comebacks that I've ever thought. "I have came home and you seem to be in some mood again."
"I have just been having the worst day with everything and everything has been annoying me so I'm really irritable." I lie to her again, leaving her somewhat sympathetic for me as she wanders over and sits on the bed with me.
"Y/N Y/L/N, talk to me about what's going on... I know there's something up, baby."
Yeah but the only problem with me doing that is that I know that you've been cheating on me but I cannot get myself to confront you about it...
"I don't actually know what's going on with me, my brain keeps seeming to be conflicted about what this person has done but I don't know what to do about it."
"What's the situation? I can try to help you?"
"I just can't tell you about it and it's because it concerns you..." I admit her and I instantly feel her tense up all of a sudden as she obviously figures out what's going on.
"I think I know what you are on about, is it the thing with me and Jordan? It happened one time and I fucking hate myself for doing it." She replies, scooting away from me on the bed.
"Why did you do it?"
"We were both drunk, I wasn't too into it but went along with it because I felt obligated to... I'm not saying that Jordan sexually assaulted me or anything... but I just wasn't too active in the situation because I knew that it was wrong."
"So you're admitting to what you did?" I reluctantly asks her and she hesitantly nods at me.
"He keeps contacting me with his wants of doing it with him again but I haven't seen him in the flesh for months, I gave in to his requests because I just wanted him to leave me alone."
"Why haven't you blocked him if he's continuously been doing this to you?"
"We're both in the same friendship group and just imagine how awkward that would be?"
I take her phone from the side cabinet before unlocking it and immediately blocking Jordan on everything.
"I can be off to Perrie's house if you want to be left alone for a few days or so?"
"I need a few days to process this all and come up with a decision so that would be great."
I watch Jade walk out of the room, with a facial expression that just tells me that she would never forgive herself for doing this to me...
QOTD- Do you celebrate Halloween?
Answer- I personally don't because I have never really understood the point of it...
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Little Mix / Y/N Imagines and Preference (Gender-neutral)
FanfictionBasically the same as the last imagines book