I had a lot of difficulty falling asleep this night, like the other ones, I could no longer sleep as well as when I was with Mattheo, when I was with him I didn't worry about anything and I could have slept for a whole day.Also the nightmares about my father had returned, I was always afraid that he could come back at any time to hurt me.
"Can not you sleep?"
"Weren't you sleeping?" I asked Diana
"Yes, but then I saw you were awake again"
"I can't sleep, the nightmares are back"
"You could only sleep with Mattheo" she told me and after a few seconds of silence I replied
"You're right, I could only sleep with Mattheo and since I won't be able to stay with him it means that I won't sleep for the rest of my life"
"Don't say that, things can be fixed"
"What do you want to fix? There can be nothing anymore"
Diana got up and came to my bed
"You can't know, maybe one day you can forgive him" she told me hugging me
"It's not possible, I can never trust him again. He just played with my feelings and I won't fall into his trap again."
"But now try to sleep, I'm here with you" and I closed my eyes trying to sleep
I slept a few more hours but at around six in the morning I got out of bed leaving Diana to sleep and I sat by the window to read. I continued reading until sunlight came into the room.
"Eleanor" Diana's voice made me look away from the book
"Hello mi chiquita, you could have slept more since we don't have class"
"I want to go for breakfast" she said as she was getting out of bed
"I'm hungry too, so let's get ready"
Once we were ready, we went to the Great Hall and I saw Draco, Lucas and Blaise talking
"What a surprise this morning" I said as I sat down at the table
"Hope a nice surprise" Lucas laughed
"Obviously a nice surprise"
"What were you guys talking about?" Diana asked
"They were explaining to me the rules of quidditch and how we should play"
"Haven't you ever played quidditch?" I asked him
"No, it's the first time but I've always liked it. I hope I don't make a mess" Lucas laughed
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Bloody Secrets
Fanfiction"She was my weakness but also my greatest strength but this could be a double-edged sword" Hi everyone, this is the first story I ever write so I sincerely hope you enjoy it The story is set in the world of Harry Potter but with a novelty there will...
