"Please no don't go." My mom sobs.
"Get the fuck off of me." My father screams.
I hide under the table.
"Please , Why are you doing this?" My mom yells tugging on my Father's shoulder.
My dad slaps her right across the face. She falls to the ground.
"Mom!" I run to her.
"Look at what you have done." I scream/cry , and shove at my father's chest.
He slaps me as well.
"You are as worthless as your mom."I wake up screaming , and sweating.
I walk to the restroom and take the razor apart , take the blade and it slid through my right hip. The blood starts to drip down my legs so I decide to shower.I walk back to my room.
I change into a "vans" shirt , black jeans , black vans , and a beanie.I head downstairs.
"I heard you yelling." My grandma looks down at the ground."Yeah."
"Was the nightmares again?"
"Leave it alone grandma." I sigh.
"I can't your mother never took you to therapy."
"I don't need a fucking person to tell me I am fucked up , because I know I am." I yell.She nods , "Shawn will be back later on , you could go to school with him starting tomorrow."
"Shawn?"
"Yeah , His mom passed last year , and I took him in."
I nod and walk out of the house.
I skate down the street. A boy leaning against the wall staring at me.
He sticks his foot out in front of my skateboard and I trip with the skateboard landing in front of me."What the actual fuck?" I yell standing up.
"sorry , I didn't mean to , I didn't see you there." He says trying to help me up but I flinch at his touch.
"You didn't see me , you were staring right at me."
"I couldn't help it your beautiful." He flashes a smile.
"I couldn't help it if I sock that little pretty face of yours." I snap.
"Sorry Darling." He puts his hands up in defence.
I flip him off and begin to skateboard to school.
I walked into the office and asked for my schedule.
A perky girl walks over to me and smiles flipping her hair over her shoulder.
"Hey , I am Stacey , I will be happy to help you." Stacey says in a snotty voice.
"I would be really happy if you walk away." I mimic her voice.
She rolls her eyes an walks away.
I walk to my locker. As I turned the hallway , I saw boy from earlier. He notices me and walks over to me.
"Hey there Skater girl."
I roll my eyes and open my locker.
"Well I am Sam."
"Well I really don't care." I say closing my locker.
He laughs ,"well need anything , I am here to help."
"I will make sure not to ask for your help." I walk to class.
It has been such a long day I already miss Jack , and Matt.
I grabbed my skateboard and started my journey back to my grandma's.
Then I saw Sam with his group of friends.
He waves and smiles. I flip him off. He starts to laugh.
I skate faster and he starts to run after me , "wait up."
I stop and wait."May I help you?"
"Why you always being mean to me?" He pretends to act offended.
Then his friends come over and one leans there elbow on my shoulder.
"Hey I'm Cam." He flashes a smile."I am leaving." I shove his elbow of my shoulder.
"Why so soon?" Cam ask.
"Because I have a life."
"Let's hang for a while."
"This is Aaron , Carter , Sam but it seems as if you guys know each other." Cam smiles and introduces me to everyone.
I nod and try getting away again this time I make it.
I skate all the way home.
As I enter the kitchen I saw a boy sitting at the counter.
He notices me and stands up.
"Hey you must be Erin." He smiles offering me a handshake.
I look at his hand and ignore his gesture."You must me Shawn."
"Well yeah pleasure to meet you."
"Now you just bored me." I laugh running up the stairs.
My phone vibrates in my pocket , and "mom" flashes on the screen.
I slide answer.
"What?""Hi sweetie how was school."
"Bye mom , don't got time for this shit , take care." I click end.
I throw on some really short shorts , and a tanktop.
Might as well make myself comfortable.
I walk down stairs finding Shawn asleep on the couch.My grandma no where to be found.
I head back up stairs. It truly is boring.
I lay down and an idea comes to mind.
Sneaking out to see Jack and Matt.I called them both up , they are up for tonight's seeking out.
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Save Me // S.W
FanfictionErin is truly messed up. Sam has everything planned out for him. When they cross paths will they fall in love ? Will he finally crack her shell ? Will she let him in ?