Save Me // S.W

Chapter 22

Authors note - not edited. So sorry for misspellings. ;)

"Erin. How would you feeling coming back home with me?"

"Thanks for the offer but no."

"No?"

"I'm not going home. I'm happy here."

"You were happy over there as well. With Jack and Matt." She tries convincing me.

"Happy ? I hated it over there!" I was trying to control myself.

"What? Your happy now because you have a boyfriend ? He's going to leave you. Like I did. Like your father did." She laughs.

"Fuck you! He's different. He loves me and I love him. If you don't know shit then keep that fucking trap closed!" I yell running upstairs.

I rush to the restroom.

You know she's right. He's going to leave you. Like your mother and father did. Let me add Jay left you. The voices in my head talking as always.

"Shut up!" I scream and falling to the ground.

Do it. It makes you feel better. The voices keep talking.

"Erin! Open the door!"

I try to control myself. I open the door. Once I see Shawn I break down and cry in his shoulder.

Erin control yourself. Just breathe. Breathe.

I let go of Shawn. I give him a small smile.

Sam's P.O.V

"Dude she's been asleep all day." Shawn says through the phone.

"Why? What am I suppose to do?"

"Your only her boyfriend. Come cheer her up idiot." Shawn scoffs.

"I will be over in a couple of minutes." I hang up.
I grab a white t shirt and some jeans. I slipped on my vans.

I walked over to her place.

I knocked on the door repeatedly.

A woman opened the door. I'm guessing it's her mom.

"Is Erin here?" I politely ask.

"Yeah she's upstairs asleep. So you could leave."

"Excuse me? I'm staying." I say harshly.

"Oh Sam." Her grandma's voice is heard from the kitchen. Her grandma quickly comes to the front door.

"Hey Sam. She's upstairs. You could go up." She smiles.

"Thanks." I smile and walk past them both.

I walked into her room. Her fragile body curled up into a ball.

I sit down next to her. I kiss her cheek. Her body flinches a bit. Her eyes still closed shut.

I decide to tickle her. I tickled her sides. Her bloodshot eyes quickly open.

"Sam." She sits up and hugs me like if she hasn't seen me months.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm fine now." She smiles. I could totally tell that's a fake smile.

"Want to go out?"

"Yeah sure." She smiles and stands up.

She grabs a sweater and jeans. She changes in front of me. I observe her body.

"There I'm done."

We started walking downstairs hand in hand.

"Where are you going?" Her mom ask.

"Out as you can tell. Now get out of my way." Erin pushes past her mom and I follow her.

We just started driving around.
She fall asleep. I guess she just needed to leave the house.

We get to my house. I carry her upstairs. I lay next to her. I fall asleep as well.