Save Me // S.W

Chapter 28

"Graduation is in a week and 4 days." Maggie shrieks.

"I know." I shrug. I don't really care as much about graduation. It just shows you went to high school for all 4 years.

"How can you sound so careless. Come on. It's like the ticket to the real world." She whines.

"I have had that ticket to the real world a long time ago."

She just gives me a look saying shut the fuck up before I smack you.

"Let's go dress shopping tomorrow?" She ask but it sounds more like a demand.

"If I say no your going to make me go either way."

"You know me well." She laughs while throwing away her lunch tray.

"You and Carter have been together since freshman year?"

"Yes. I love him a lot. To be graduating with him it's just great. I'm scared after high school we're going to go separate ways. I don't want to loose him."

"If you guys lasted 4 years I'm sure you guys could last longer. You guys are un breakable." I hug her.
She nods and walks me to my class. I wave bye and sit down.

All they talked about what was going to happen at graduation. I don't want to wear a dress and high heels. I have never owned a pair of high heels in my life.

The bell rang notifying that school is over. Which I'm happy because I'm sleepy.

I started walking home because Shawn still isn't talking to me. I understand why I was a total asshole to him. Like Sam says I am an asshole. Talking about Sam he's mad at me well I think so. Cameron hasn't talked to me. Wow everyone is mad at me.

As I was about to turn the corner. I saw Sam and Sophie.

"Well I can't tell her." Sam tells her.

"Well you have to." Sophie challenges him.

"She will never forgive me." Sam speaks up again.

"Well that's what you get for sleeping with me while you were with her." Sophie shrugs.

I gasp and walk so they could see me. I go up to Sam.

"Your right I will never forgive you." I flash a smile and walk faster.

"No wait Erin." Sam shouts trying to grab my hand.

"No just stop Sam. I'm tired of everything. Just leave me alone. I'm done. We're done." I swallow the big lump forming in my throat.

"No. I love you." He begs.

"If you loved me you wouldn't sleep with someone else. Goodbye Sam." I feel tears falling down. I run home. I fall once I get to the front door. All I could hear are my sobs. I just can't anymore. My fragile body is broken once again.
I feel someone's arms wrap around me.

"Shhh. Control before you get a panic attack." Shawn's voice whispers into my ear. Oh how I missed his voice.

I leaped up and hugged him. I couldn't breathe right. I guess everything  got to me at once. I need Jay at these moments. No he's gone because of me. I need my mom but she doesn't care for me.

"Erin listen your okay breathe."

"I'm sorry." I tighten my grip around his shoulders.

"Don't be." He lifts me up and lays me down on my bed.  He starts to walk away.

"No Shawn. Don't leave please?"

"Okay." He lays beside me.
Our faces so close to each other.
He wraps his arms around me. I snuggle into his chest.
He lowers his head so he's facing me. He crashes his lips on mine.
He stops himself.

"Sorry. I didn't mean to." He shyly says.

"Shawn it's okay."

"Are you and Sam done?" He ask.

"Yes."