Save Me // S.W

Chapter 6

"Turn this way."

"I am Jay."

"Well hurry." Jay laughs.

"I'm going , don't push me , before I kick your ass."

"You drive like grandma." He laughs.

We both laugh.

I start driving and a car hits the passenger side.

The car rolled over , the windows shattering. A piece of glass cutting right into my left arm.

I wake up sweating and screaming.

Shawn comes running in.

"You okay?" He says sitting down on my bed.

"Yeah I'm fine , thanks for coming." I smile.

He hugs me and walks out.

I walk into the restroom.
I grab the blade and let it cut through my left hand.
"It was all your fault." I say to myself. There goes another cut.
"He would of still been here if it wasn't for you."
There goes another cut.

I start walking downstairs.

"Wow you look pretty." Shawn smiles.

"Thanks." I was wearing a plaid shirt un buttoned , with a black derp shirt under , black ripped jeans , my dr.martens , and my hair naturally down.

"Good morning my young children." My grandma walks in cheerfully.

"Sup , Shawn lets go."

We both walk out , he was walking to his car.

"I think I'm walking today."

"Why , I have a car here."

"I need to clear my mind."

"Okay see you at school."

I walked really slowly.
If it wasn't for me , he would of still been here. Laughing , smiling , hugging me. I really miss him. All because of me he is gone.

I feel the hot tears falling down.
I couldn't control them.
Once one came down , more and more would come out.

I was walking with my head down a street away from school.

I crash into someone.

"Sorry there darling."

"It's fine." I sniffle.

"Erin." Sam says placing his hand under my chin and lifting up my head.

"Leave me alone Sam." I remove his hand.

"Whats wrong?" He says pulling me into a hug.

"Leave me alone." I say pushing at his chest.

"I just want to help." He says looking deeply into my eyes.

"If you want to help then start by leaving me alone." I say harshly. and quickly walk the rest of the way to school.

I see Cam and runs to me.

"Wow you look like-." He begins to say before I cut him off.

"Don't." I say walking away.

I entered my first class , just sat in the back looking out the window.
It started raining , I didn't care I got up and left. I could hear the teacher calling my name.

I walked to my grandmas enter to the back grabbed my skateboard.

I started skating until it took me somewhere. It has been over an hour. I still kept on skating until I found myself in front of Matt's house.