Save Me // S.W

Chapter 27

"I'm thinking about you bacon and pancakes." Cameron says.

"Now you Cameron need to stop thinking about food."

"Like food is my life." He laughs.

"Okay. Well then let's go get breakfast. Well you get breakfast and I will just keep you company."

"That would be nice. Under one condition no picking at my food." He says seriously.

"Okay Cameron. Pick me up in a an hour."

"An hour?"

"Yes. I'm still in bed at this moment."

"Well then get your ass up."

"Chill."

"Since when does Erin love getting dressed?" He teases.

"You just never know if Zayn Malik might show up." I joke.

"Yeah keep dreaming. Now I'm saying bye for you to get ready." He laughs and hangs up.

I get up brush my hair. I put on some light washed jeans and a black t-shirt. Also my plain black vans. Washing my face looking more presentable.

I call Cameron.

"I'm ready. I only took 30 minutes." I laugh.

"I knew you would." He laughs.

"I'm on my way." He says and I hang up.

Moments later there's a knock at my door. I grab my bag and open the door to find Sam.

"Oh hey." I smile.

"Expecting someone?" He questions.

"No why do you think that?"

"Because your smile faded once you saw me ?"

"I'm going with Cameron to get some breakfast."

"Him out of everyone?" He says harshly.

"Problem?" I snap.

"You know he fucking likes you!"

"Okay and your point is?"

"My fucking point is that you might like him as well."

"Why the hell would I? Huh?" I laugh.

"Because he's better then me." He half whispers and slams the door in my face on his way out.

"Sam." I call out to him. He shakes his head and drives away.

Cameron pulls up on the drive way.

I smile and wave. I get into his car.

"Good morning sunshine." He flashes a smile.

"No pet names please. My name is Erin so fucking call me that." I snap.

His smile fades. "Sorry."

"No I'm sorry. I shouldn't have snapped at you like that."

"No. I'm tired of being your punching bag." He sighs.

"I'm sorry."

"Okay. Lets get going."

I nod and he starts driving.

We pull up to Cameron's favorite restaurant he has been talking about it all the drive.

We sit in the booth.

Cameron takes his order.

"And for you?" The waiter ask.

"Nothing. I'm fine."

The waiter nods and walks to the back.

"Why didn't you get anything?"

"Im not hungry."

30 minutes later his food arrives.

He quickly starts to dig in and I start to laugh lightly.

"Stop laughing." He chuckles.

He turns around so I find it a possibility to pick at his food. I stick the piece of bacon into my mouth.

"Hey. I saw that." He pouts.

"It was just a piece." I shrug

He finishes his food and we stand up.

We walk back to his car.

"Thanks for joining me." He smiles.

"Your welcome."

He walks me to my door.

"Thank you once again." He smiles.

"Your welcome once again." I smile back.

He starts to lean in.
I push him away.

"Cameron. I'm taken by Sam. One of your closets friends."

"I know. I'm sorry." He says walking away.

"Cameron. You don't have to go."

"Yeah I actually do. I really like you. Your taken by my best friend. I'm just not going to be the boy who likes the girl that they can't have. Bye Erin." He says waving and driving away.

I bite my tongue trying to hold the tears. I quickly run upstairs.

"Erin what's wrong?" Shawn follows me.

"Nothing Shawn."

"Stop lying to me." He says sternly.

"You know what Shawn. Stop trying to fix me. I'm perfectly fine. So if you mind can you please leave me alone."

"Fine." He says slamming my door.

Wow Erin great for fucking everything up. I laugh to myself.

I walk into the restroom and grab my number one friend. I let it cut through my worthless skin.

I shower so the blood wouldn't be so noticeable.

I just lay in bed and let my thoughts take over my mind and body.

"Wow. I really am fucked up."