Save Me // S.W

Chapter 12

"Erin."

"Erin." The person says again.

I ignore them and turn to my side.

"Erin!!" The persons screams whacking me with a pillow.

I instantly jump up.

"What the fuck is your problem?" I scream.

Sam puts his hands up in defence.

"Just trying to wake up my babe." He winks.

"How many times do I have to tell you Samuel ? I will never be your 'babe'." I say sitting up.
He takes a seat next to me.

"Stop calling me Samuel."

"Stop calling me babe."

"Ugh I can't believe I like an asshole." He says.

"What's up with you calling me asshole?"

"Well you are an asshole." He shrugs.

"Well you are a dick." I say getting up and walking to the bathroom.

"That's kinda of harsh." He says standing in the door way of the bathroom.

"I kinda don't care." I brush my teeth.

"You look adorable in the mornings." He smiles.

I look at myself in the mirror. My hair is all over the place. I'm wearing sweats , Sam's shirt. I have some dried drool on my chin. This is so embarrassing.

"Your such a good liar." I shake my head.

"I'm not lying." He laughs.

"Wait is that my shirt?" He adds.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

"Yeah." I pretend to act calm.
He might think I'm a weirdo.

"I love how you sleep with my shirt." He smirks.

"I like the smell of it." I say. Did I just really fucking say that ?

"I like how you smell." He says coming closer to me.

We stand in front of each other just staring into each other's eyes.

He smiles. I smile and lick my lips.

What is he waiting for ?

I grab the shirt he's wearing and pull him to me. He is biting is lip. I kiss him. I still have a fistful of his shirt. We stand in the restroom kissing for a while.

"Eww come on." Shawn says scrunching his nose.

I bite my lip trying to hold in my laughter. Sam and I burst out laughing.

We walk into my room.

"Why did you come and wake me up?"

"I wanted to be the first person you saw today." He smiles.

"Your so corny." I roll my eyes.

"Can we redo what happened in the bathroom." He pleads.

"You already got lucky once today." I laugh. He gets up and walks over to me.

He kisses me so passionately.
"Jump." He says. I do as said and I wrap my legs around his waist. He places his hands on my thighs.

He sits us down on my bed.

He starts to move down and start kissing my neck. His tongue roams around trying to find my sweet spot. He finds it and starts sucking it so gently. I tug on his hair.

What the fuck am I doing.

I push him off.

"What's wrong?" He looks surprised.

"You were going to far." I say.

"You act like you didn't like it." He scoffs.

"We barley met."

"So the other sluts I have hooked up with I barely know them." He shrugs. So now I'm a slut?

"Oh so now I'm just some other slut you hook up with?" I scoff.

"I didn't mean it like that." His eyes soften.

"You exactly meant it like that."

"No Erin."

"Just leave Sam." I sigh.

"But Erin."

"Leave!" I shout.

He looks at me with sadness in his eyes and walks out.

I'm never good enough. My mom gave me away. My grandma is ashamed of me. Sam thinks I'm slut. Probably even Shawn thinks the same. Gilinsky doesn't even care about me anymore. Neither does Matt. My dad hates me. My brother isn't here because of me !

I hurry to bathroom and find my number one friend.

I let it cut its way through the pain. One by one.