Chapter 15

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I wake up and arms were wrapped around me .

I turn to find Sam sound asleep.
Why is he asleep here ?

He wakes up and smiles.

"Morning."

"Why are you here?" I asked confused.

"You begged me to stay. You don't remember ?"

"No." I laugh.

He laughs to.

"Well I hope it didn't bother you." He says.

"No thanks for staying."

"Welcome." He kisses my forehead.

We just stay silent not knowing what to talk about. I just get up.

I walk into the restroom. My hair is crazy. I look such like a mess.
I have black bags under my eyes.

"Hey let's do something today."

"I have plans , sorry Sammy."

"Alright then." He says looking a little sad. He walks back.

I walk behind him and hug him from behind. "I could just cancel them." I smile against his back.

He turns us around. He kisses me all over my face.

"Do that one more time , I will not hang out with you." I threaten him but laugh.

"Whatever woman." He says.

We just lay on my bed.

"May I ask what happened to your brother?" He brings up.
I look at him. He seriously had to bring that up?

"I'm sorry you don't have to tell me." He says.

"I begged him to teach me how to drive. He took me out and showed me how. It was my turn to drive. We were messing around. I guess I wasn't paying attention and I kept on going straight. Then a car hit his side. The car flipped over. I had this glass stuck in my arm. Blood falling from a cut on my head. I turned to see Jay. He was bleeding from his head , and stomach. I was trying to wake him up. He wouldn't move. He just sat there breathless. The cops came. They put him in the black bags. Since then my family nor me have been the same." I say trying to hold in my tears.

"I'm sorry I asked." He says.

"It's fine."

"Why does your dad hate you so much?"

"Why? Because it was my fault he died. My dad hates me so much. Once Jay died my dad will leave me in the basement. No food. It was cold. I could only leave to go to school. He was disgusted by me. He has so much hate towards me. I wouldn't blame him. My mom would watch him beat me. She would just stand there not caring. That's when I changed. I became careless. I just feel worthless. Well that's because I am. They treated me like that." I'm already crying.

He hugs me tightly rocking me.
"Oh baby I'm so sorry." He kisses the top of my head.

"Your worth something to me." He says.

"Sam can we try?"

"Try?"

"You and I in a relationship." I say.

"I never thought you would say that." He says looking surprised.

"Well because Sam you make me happy."

He kisses me. I guess Sam is the way to escape this darkness.

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