Save Me // S.W

Chapter 30

  "It's good seeing you again." Maggie says as we down the aisle looking for dresses since graduation is in 3 days.

"Yeah." It feels great having Sam back and a real smile. This time it feels different. I'm more distant then usual.

I saw this pretty black dress.
"This one?" I call Maggie over.

"I guess." She shrugs. I could tell she doesn't like it but we both have different taste.

I go try it on at the fitting rooms and I actually really like. It's not to causal and it's not to fancy. I found my dress.

"Mags. Come over." I just started calling her that nickname. She hates it so that's why I call her by it.

"Wow it looks nice. Do you like this one?" She holds up a white dress.

"Yes it's pretty. Now try it on. I want to go hang out with Sam." I hurry her.

"Don't hurry me. I will make you stay and shoe shop with me." She challenges.

I keep quiet which makes her laugh as she walks into the fitting rooms.

"Erin Wilkinson get over here." She shouts for me. Wilkinson ?

"What Reynolds?"
She glares at me. I begin to laugh.

"The dress is really pretty. It fits you well." I give her a thumbs up. Maggie has always been so pretty. Like she has a nice body and beautiful hair. Then look at me I look like a pile of dog shit next to her.

We pay for the dresses and Maggie drops me off at Sam's.

His mom opens the door and flashes a huge grin.

"Hey Erin." She brings me into a hug. Okay what the fuck is wrong with her ? I thought she hated me?

"Hey Mrs.Wilkinson." I gently hug her back.

"I'm sorry for acting rude to you. It's not my place to tell my son who he can and can not date."

"It's okay." I smile.

"He's up stairs."

I nod and walk upstairs. I knock on his door no answer. I walked in and Sam was soundly asleep. I have been feeling guilty because I kissed Shawn and I'm keeping it from him. I just don't want to loose him again.

I grabbed a pillow and smacked him with it. He jumped and sat up.

"You scared the shit out of me!" He shouts while laughing.

"I don't see any shit."

"Always being a smartass." He shakes his head.

I sit down next to him and he kisses me. I pull away.

"What ?" He furrows his eyebrows.

"Shawn kissed me the day we broke up. I'm sorry." I blurt out.

He clenches his jaw and he stiffens.

"Really?"

"Yes I'm sorry."

"I guess I deserved that."

"Yeah you did." I mumble.

"I love you." He smiles and kisses me once again.

"I love you." I place my forehead on his.

"Well I have to go. My Grandma wants me home early." I smile.

"Since when do you listen?"

"Since now." I shrug.

"Can I ask you something?" He says seriously.

"Yeah."

"Are you a Virgin?" He looks up at me.
Why the hell would he be asking me this ?

"Why would you want to know?" I furrow my eyebrows together.

"Just curious." He shrugs.

"Yes I am. Now I have to go bye." My cheeks turn a bright red. It's embarrassing because Sam isn't a virgin he use to sleep with lots of girls. It's just weird.

"Hey. Don't be embarrassed." I guess he gets the hint from my bright red cheeks.

"Well it is embarrassing knowing that I'm a Virgin and you are not due to all the girls you have hooked up with."

"Ouch." He says.

"Sorry. I should really go." I scurry out.