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Y/N POV

"Y/n, can I um talk to you?" I shift from my left foot to my right, I avoid his eyes and Camilo holds my hand, I squeeze it, my knuckles turn white.

"What's up man?" Camilo asks kindly and Miguel glares at him.

"Can I talk to her? Alone?" He asks rudley and Camilo shakes his head
"No, she's obviously uncomfortable"
"Y/n please," Miguel says, completely ignoring Camilo.
"I need to shift" I mutter and shift into a puma and sprint into the forest. I run until I don't recognize my surroundings. I shift into myself and sit on a log, head in my hands. My best friend just kissed me, I didn't want him to. I don't like him like that. I never have. I sigh and sink to the ground, I do nothing, just sit on the ground for hours. I don't want to go back, I want to stay here forever, away from the village people who look at me like a hurt puppy. Away from Miguel. Away from the Madrigals who constantly tell me I did everything right. I put my face in my hands and cry, everything washes over me. I need a way out, I don't want to be here. A knot appeaser in my stomach full of shame, guilt, grief, anger, embarrassment. I take a deep breath and look around, the sun is setting. I shift into a puma and run back. I shift back and walk past everyone eating
"There you are Mija" Mamma exclaims and plaster a fake smile, she frowns immediately. Guilt eats a me, I can't feel trapped. I can't need a way out.
"I just needed some air" I say, my heart races "Goodnight" I start to walk away
"Are you going to eat?" Mateo asks
"I'm not hungry, I'm sure the food is great" I say as nicely as I can before I walk off. I can't eat. I go into my room and fall into bed, exhaustion takes over me and I drift off.

"Y/n, amor" I sigh and sit up, Camilo is sitting on my bed

"What time is it?" I rub my eyes, I'm so tired

"Six forty five" I slept like five minuets, Camilo grabs my hair brush
"Why'd you wake me up?" I just want to sleep
"I wanted to talk" He says, gently brushing my hair "I" He trails off, my heart pounds.

"What's wrong?" I ask but it comes out really quiet

"How are you actually?" He asks, playing with my hair. I look at my hands, how am I actually doing?

"I'm fine" I lie

"Y/n, you're not fine" He says softly, I look at him. He has such softness in his eyes, concern, and kindness. My bottom lip shakes "Y/n" he takes my hand, tears well up. I bury my face in my hands. Camilo hugs me, I wrap my arms around his waist.
"I can't be here, I let so many people down" I cry

"No you didn't. Do not blame yourself" He whispers and I feel like maybe I'll be okay. I pull away and he wipes my cheek

"I'll always be here for you" he kisses my forehead and a warm feeling blooms in my stomach. "Let's go eat" He says, holding my hand

"I don't-" I start, he shifts into me
"I'll be right back" He kisses my cheek and walks out. I smile to myself and wipe my cheeks. I wait. He opens the door, with a plate full of food. "For you" He says, handing me the plate. I smile
"Thanks" He sits beside me.